The way you look at HIM

Should have

Ryes POV

Now

"See so that's what happened you never did anything bad to me it was all my idea I begged you" I said he smiled his fake smile then looked down

" you know in that whole story you forgot the most crucial detail" he said then looked up I gave him a confused look

" I never took the shot with you" he said I gave him confused look

" what" I said

"I never took the shot with you because I was the driver I never drank that night. I knew exactly what happened"he said I started shaking my head my whole body trembled

" no no no Brook was he always is" I said trying remain calm

"that was after him and Jack had that huge falling out brook drank every day for a month" he said I couldn't keep calm anymore I sunk to the ground tears started coming out my eyes

" you let me say all those terrible things to you" I said he sighed then nodded

" why would you do that" I asked he smiled

" because you might not have meant what you said but I did mean it" he said I couldn't believe this how could someone care about me that much not to say what I did. Not to hate me for hurting him so severely. How... How... How could he.... how could he still love me.

" Andy" I said about to tell him the truth everything he deserved to hear.

But then the words never came out I just looked at him. I couldn't do it. I can't. I want to. But if I say what always wanted to say I will destroy everything.

" it's okay Ryan I don't blame you for not loving me. Honestly the main reason I didn't stop you from saying all that is it was kinda true" he said my heart sunk.

" ww-what" I said barely getting it out

"I should have stopped you. I knew you didn't love me but yet I slept with you. I took something from you I never should have. I am horrible person and I am so sorry" he said then went to walk out the door but I grabbed him pushing him against the door. Kissing him.