The Mother of All

The Raging Storm

Lucifer's POV

    I had been trying to find Gabe for weeks ever since I found out Mom was still alive. Michael was going to try and kill me if I tried to even talk to him. Raphael was dead or at least that's what I had heard. Gabe was the only I could talk to. He was my baby brother and my favorite out of all of my siblings I just hoped he would listen. I've tried to ask Mom for help but I couldn't talk to her like Cas could I didn't even know how to contact her. I tried praying but nothing happens, no one was there. Maybe it had something to do with dad I don't know. I finally found Gabe hanging out with the Winchesters. Well I guess to be fair he was causing them hell. At least my little bro never changed that about himself. I hadn't seen him since I fell but I knew I needed to. The other gods that actually care about this world had started a meeting with the Winchesters in toe. I knew Gabe couldn't resist after all his Loki scam was my idea. We were both going to run away together but obviously that didn't happen. He didn't want to leave without me. I was biding my time before I knew I could step in. Hours passed and finally my idiotic little brother put himself in danger. How was he going to stop them? The truth is I knew he could but I wasn't going to risk that. He wasn't the best with violence.

Of course my entrance had to be a little dramatic I've been gone for so long it's about time I change things up a little bit. With a snap of my fingers the other gods were dead. Easy enough for me. I of course then had to get rid of the Winchesters locking them outside was simple and now it was just me and my baby brother.

"Long time no see brother." He hadn't changed a bit. His real appearance on the other hand stronger than I had ever seen it. I didn't realize how much I missed him until today. He wasn't the rebellious kid I left. He grew up scared and alone you could see it in the way he kept looking around. The way he was hesitant to move or say anything and it was mostly because of me. 

"Fuck off Lucifer."

"Ouch... Why so mean?"

"Oh I don't know maybe something to do with the fact that your trying to destroy humanity." I could see the rage in his eyes. Was he mad at me or what I did? I wasn't sure.

"Oh don't be so dramatic. Most of them deserved it anyway. Why can't you see that? They are so flawed Gabe. I mean really I was just putting them out of their misery"

"Lucifer you're my brother I love you but your a great big bag of dicks. You know what, these humans that you see that are so horrible. They are flawed. Our dear old dad is to blame for that but at least they try Lucifer. More than you ever did." He drew his archangel blade and I backed up. I wasn't here to fight I was here to help. It hurts me to think upset him that bad. What happened to make him like this? What did Dad do or say to make him hate me this much.

"Gabe put that down. Don't make me hurt you." I was pleading at this point. I just wanted to talk but it was too late for that.

"Nobody is making you do anything brother."

I drew my blade and the fight was on. Minutes passed that felt like an eternity. I didn't want this. I never wanted this. Gabe paused for just a moment. I could stab him and end this or I could let him go. I couldn't risk it. This was my only chance. 

"I'm sorry." I pushed the blade into his chest. He grabbed me and we stood there together until his eyes started slipping.

"Why?" Was all he managed to say before I let go. I didn't want to but I knew there was no saving him. Even if I tried to save him it wouldn't work. As soon as he hit the floor his wings burned away with the little life he had been clinging too. My baby brother was dead and I was the one who killed him. I turned around and left. I couldn't stand being there. I felt so overwhelmed. Emotion was overcoming me and I didn't know how to deal with it. I promised mom to protect him and I killed him. Why can't I just do something right for once in my damn life. I'm broken... I'm messed up and broken and there's no coming back from that. I guess I see why Dad sent me to hell. I deserved it. I couldn't hold back the sobs. I couldn't hold back the anger. I just let it go and I didn't care who I hurt at this point. Out of everything I wished it would hurt me but it didn't. I knew it wouldn't but I couldn't stop wishful thinking.

-Hey guys sorry for the long break. I had to de-stress and take a break. Finals are coming her in the US so I've been studying and it's not fun but hey almost half way through the school year. Anyway I hope you enjoy the chapter and I'm gonna try and get back to my normal schedule soon. Thank you for being patient :) and as always have an awesome rest of your day or night wherever you are in the world. CS