Estrella

8//Would you still be there

Elle's POV

I was sitting there crying. Then Andy, Austin, Jake and I decided it would be a good idea to walk around and talk about it. We walked outside in the pouring rain with out jackets to protect us. I felt like the sky was crying with me, like it felt the same way I did. Life will always be hard no matter how old you get, there will always be new obstacles to overcome, some harder than others, but you need to accept it for what it is.

"How are you?" Austin asked.

"What do you think Austin? I'm crying and breaking down right now. How do you think I'm doing?" I replied sniffling.

"What happened to make you get like this?" Andy asked.

"Everyone. The way they look at me, treat me, respond to me, act around me, what they say about me, and how they either avoid me, or stand outside my classes and harass me. There's a group of kids who wait outside of all my classes and push me around and yell at me to hit them or do something as they stand there and yell hey killer or sociopath or psycho or thing like that and tell me all these things like go back to jail where you can't kill anyone. Or there's people who won't even look at me and if they do they have fear written all over their face and they try to get away from me as fast as possible. I look at people who are looking at me and I see that my presence just causes them pain and they look like they just say their own mom get shot. I'm tired of all of it and causing all these people that much pain."

"Estrella, you don't cause all the pain that you think you cause to other people." Jake stated.

Do not lie to me Jake, not right now I need nothing but the truth.

I grabbed the collar of his shirt and got right in his face and said, "Don't you dare lie to me Jacob Mark Pitts you know better than that,I need nothing but the truth right now. The cold hard truth, you got that?" I cried.

"Yes," he said then wrapped his arms around me.

It feels good when you comfort from your best friend.

We continued to walk down that lonely rainy road talking and trying to calm me down.

"You guys, I don't need someone who say the right things just to me feel better regardless if they are true or not. I need someone who will be real with me and who will be there for me when we are adults, old people, forever. I need you guys to do that for me. I just need you to be there for me, can you do that?" I asked them.

"Estrella we will always be right here," Jake said poking my heart. "And we are never leaving, right guys?"

"Right," they both said.

We continued to walk down that rainy road and things got better. I finally stopped crying and regained my composure and the guys had helped me realize that the only reason that the group of kids at school picks on me because they are afraid of me and they feel bad about themselves so they need to take it out on other people in order to feel good.

Never let people walk all over you and never think you are worth nothing because the only reason they don't like you is because you are different.

Hey guys. I'm sorry I have taken so long to update and I'm sorry about how short and depressing these last two chapters have been. It will get better soon! Love you thank you so much for reading and comment what you think. I really hope you liked this chapter!

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