Estrella

3//Devil's reincarnation\\

Estrella's POV

When I got back home from school I walked straight to my room pissed off and annoyed. All these fucking people just say "hey killer, how's it going?" Or "bring the killer over here." Or "where's danger?" Being called danger doesn't really bother me too much though I think I could get used to that one. Fuck this school and fuck Carington! All those dipshitiots (yes I just made up a word dip-shit-iots the mixture of a dipshit and an idiot) fucking do is pester people and act like assholes when they don't even know the person. There is no truth in the name Carington at all whatsoever. Do you want to know what it is like walking around and the only thing people say is "there's the killer" that is the worst fucking feeling ever and the worst thing I think you could ever hear from someone. I plugged in my white iPhone 5c to the ihome, turned on Broke Down Kids, and turned up the volume on my speakers while I laid on my bed trying to forget about everything and capture myself in the place in my head where I could escape everything and nothing else mattered. It is just me and the music.

"Let it go in one ear and out the other and you will never be broken again.

High school doesn't last forever

Darling it will be over soon and you will survive." -"High School Sweetheart" by Broke Down Kids.

Day of the party

I cannot believe I am actually going to Carli Waters' party. Jesus Christ Elle what did you get yourself into and there is no going back now. Jake and Andy are probably thinking the same thing.

Well I might as well put in a little more of an effort to look nice, so I grabbed a pair of black high-waisted shorts with studs on the side, a white The Reckless and the Brave (one of my all time favorite bands along with Broke Down Kids, Smoke and Mirrors, Fire at the Helm, and Sleepless Kings) muscle T, a black bandeau, a black leather vest with a hood, black combat boots, put my hair in a ponytail, holy shit my hair is long I never realized how long it was until now that I am actually paying attention to it. I wonder how long it would be if I straightened it because my hair is pretty curly and it is already down to my butt. I put on some mascara and a little bit of eye liner, this is the only time I am ever wearing eye liner, and I put on some red lip stick. I think this is the girliest I have ever gotten other than when I went to weddings or it was a place where you were forced to dress really nice. I walked over to the full length mirror hanging on my wall and looked at myself. Wow I actually like the way this looks.

God what did I do to fuck myself up so much? I look like just another kid that wears band t shirt and has that whole "rebel" punk look. I couldn't have just been like any other normal outcast kid that stands out (sorry that's a really weird and confusing) but no I had to do what I did and I ended up in Juvy.

I texted Jake asking him if he wanted me to pick up him and Andy then got some food as I waited for a reply. I looked in the pantry and ate some gummy worms and cereal. I know it's a really weird combo don't judge me I'm hungry. Then I walked over to the fridge and grabbed some yogurt.

*Phone dings*

I unlocked my phone then saw his text.

Jake: Yea we are just gonna have to drive to Andy's house.

Me: Ight I'll be there soon

Jake: k

Me: you live in the same house right?

Jake: yeah

The party is at 7:45 and it was 7:00 right now, so I figured I would just leave now.

"Austin let's go!" I called.

Then I popped in a piece of minty gum and Austin walked into the kitchen wearing a black tank top and black jeans with dirty white converse and his hair combed over.