Confused Love

Apologies

2016

Harry kicked Louis out of the house for a few weeks until they both sorted themselves out, Louis had nowhere to stay so he made the dumb move of calling Eleanor.

"Hey, is everything okay? You never responded last night." Eleanor spoke.

"No, nothing is okay! Harry found out from that text and he kicked me out!" Louis was full of anger and started to cry.

"Lou I'm very sorry, trust me I am but if you do need a place to stay, I'm always available."

"You have got to be kidding? No way that will only make things worse, what's next? You drugging me?" Louis shouted into the phone before continuing, "I'm done with you forever, don't ever try and talk to me again!" Louis hung up the phone and tried knocking on the door of his and Harry's house.

"Hazza? I had nowhere to go so I slept on the porch. I don't know how many times I have said I'm sorry and you must not believe me, but I am sorry." Louis rested his hand on the door and sat down with his head and back leaning on the door.

He then heard a deep raspy voice on the other side of the door. "I'm sorry, I just can't forgive you right now, you hurt me Lou and I'm broken. I heard what you said to Eleanor and I know it was her fault but just give me time."

"Of course, I understand." Louis smiled a little bit and then crawled around to the backyard where there was a little tent that they always had setup.

The tent was a dark green colour and Louis bought it for Harry for his birthday and they used to to gaze at the stars at night or just to relax in during the day.

Louis laid down in the tent, he was lost and lonely that he didn't have Harry laying next to him. Harry felt the same, he slept in an empty bed, Louis would normally spoon Harry but it was just impossible for either of them to sleep.

The next day Harry went outside to have his morning cup of tea not knowing Louis was sleeping in the tent.

"Louis? What are you doing?" Harry opened up the tent and Louis covered his face with his hand as his face was in direct sunlight.

"The porch was too uncomfortable, I had nowhere else to go and I just need to feel some sort of comfort by you, but I'm sorry I'll leave and find a hotel instead." Louis got up, grabbed his stuff and started to walk until Harry stopped him.

"You're not going anywhere." Harry smiled and hugged Louis.

"I don't understand, last night you said you needed more time." Louis was so confused.

"I felt lost, I still am mad at you for what you did but I can't stay mad forever and Eleanor is the one to blame."

"Yeah, I couldn't sleep well at all, I needed you Hazz." Louis stood on his tippy toes and kissed Harry. Harry pulled him closer and held onto his waist.

Harry broke the kiss and asked, "So what's happened with you and Eleanor?"

"I told her she can't ever talk to me again, she's out of my life for good!" Louis looked to the ground.

"I know it would be tough seeming as you also lost her as your friend but I'm glad you did what you did."

Harry grabbed Louis' hand and walked inside where Harry made some breakfast.