Confused Love

To Be So Lonely

2017

That night of their terrible argument, Louis agreed that he lost feelings for Harry. Louis didn't go home, he listened to Harry so he went to a bar instead and got very drunk. Harry on the other hand was face timing Gemma and Anne to tell them what happened.

Louis sat at the bar table, completely drunk and Eleanor walks in.

"Louis? You've had way too many drinks, drink some water." Eleanor rushes to sit beside him.

"I don't need no water, I need more shots!" Louis stood up on top of his stool before shouting "Shots are on me everyone!"

"Louis! Stop it! What's gotten into you?" Eleanor tugged Louis' legs to get him to sit back down.

"Me and Harry are done." He said before taking another shot.

"Okay that's it! We are going back to my place."

Eleanor grabbed Louis' hand and walked out of the bar, he could hardly walk he was too drunk. They drove to Eleanor's place and she made Louis sit on her couch.

"You stay here I'm getting you some water." Eleanor rushed to her kitchen and got Louis a glass of water, she walked back to the couch and Louis was dancing to no music.

"Louis sit down and drink some water and then you can tell me what happened between you and Harry."

"I stuffed everything up, he kicked me out of the house." Louis sat down and drank some water.

"What did you do that was so terrible?"

"I said I liked you." Louis was still very drunk so Eleanor didn't know what to believe.

"Louis, alcohol isn't the answer you need to tell Harry you love him."

"You don't understand, I like you!" Louis stood up and grabbed Eleanor's hand.

Eleanor smiled and Louis kissed her, Eleanor didn't stop him, instead she took his hand and lead him to her bedroom.

Harry was all alone now, heartbroken as could be, he didn't want to talk to anybody. He walked to his bedroom and went to sleep, he couldn't think of anything better to do.

Meanwhile Louis is with Eleanor, having the time of his life, kissing her body and then enjoying every second of it, he didn't think about Harry at all that night.

The next morning was worse, Harry thought it was all a nightmare and woke up to realise that Louis was no longer laying by his side.

Louis woke up, naked next to Eleanor. He felt tired and hungover, he checked his phone to see that his sister Charlotte had tried calling him. Louis got changed and walked into the kitchen to make himself a tea and called back Charlotte.

"Louis you have some explaining to do." Charlotte said angrily over the phone.

"What are you talking about?" Louis didn't think his sister would know, no one told her.

"Fans took photos of you leaving a bar last night with Eleanor and then Gemma called me saying you and Harry broke up."

"Lottie calm down please, I was hurt too so I got drunk and well I ended up with Eleanor."

"You just got out of a relationship! What on earth were you thinking?" Lottie started to get really mad.

"Me and Harry kept getting into arguments and I realise now that after all the fighting we have had is because I never felt like I loved him anymore especially after that night I had with Eleanor a while ago." Louis talked in a soft tone.

"Okay well this is a lot to process, you guys meant everything to each other and now you're throwing it all away?" Lottie felt sad, all she wanted was for her brother to be happy and if that was the decision he made, she would support him.

"I felt out of love with Harry, he was my everything but some things just never changed and I need something different." Louis sighed.

"Well it's your life and I'll support you no matter what but please don't shut Harry out of your life completely."