4. If you are

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So beautiful.

The weather, it's so beautiful.

I've been looking out of my window for 2 hours straight, noticing every water drop fall on to the ground, or the glasses of my window.
They're like my tears. My precious tears, filled with all my feelings, falling down. Does that mean that if I cry too much, I won't have feelings anymore?
I actually hope so.

I eventually had to stand up and go on with my life. It's 7:30 am and I have to go prepare for university.
I have an arrangement with Changbin at 9:30 am, I hope this all isn't a joke though.
I really want to see him suffer.

After 30 minutes I went to go to university. A boring travel later I had arrived there and I went inside, finally.

I really hate this already.

I entered the room and sat somewhere random. I grabbed everything I needed and started pretending like I'm doing my best.
I don't even know what I'm actually studying at this point.

As time went by, I realised that I had to leave because of my arrangement. But that's okay, since we'll have break around that time too.

I stood up and left the room, going to the males bathroom. When I entered, I saw Changbin standing, leaning towards the sink. He immediately walked towards me.
"Good that you didn't forget." He spoke. He wore his regular clothes; black hoodie with black pants and black nike shoes. He wore black earrings that glistened in the light of the room.
"As if I would ever forget."
He smirked and started talking about our plan.
"Did you see him today?"
"No, surprisingly not."
"Yeah I heard he skips a lot of days now. But that's okay. I heard that he's gonna hang out with his best friend today at the cafe."
When I heard 'best friend', I couldn't help but feel my heart breaking, again.
"How do you know that?"
Was he stalking him? Like he kinda did to me?
"Instagram, dude."
"Right."
That hoe posts everything on there.
"At what time?" I asked.
"I don't know, so we have to go there and wait."
"Okay, but what are we actually gonna do to him?"
"You'll see. Let's go."
"Okay."
We left the building and took the bus to the place that has the cafe.

When we had arrived, we sat down all the way in the corner, hoping that he won't see us.

"Look at your phone, then they probably won't notice us." Changbin instructed.
"Okay."

We ordered something to drink and waited.

One hour later I saw a familiar face and my heart started beating very fast.
"It's gonna be okay Felix." Changbin reassured me. He probably could see the angst appearing on my face.
I nodded slowly looking at his direction. Then I asked: "What are we actually gonna do to him?"
He took a sip of his drink and answered: "I'll tell you the plan. So do you see the the waiter standing there? With the blonde hair?"
"Yes?"
"So you're going to flirt with him."
I nearly choked in my drink and looked at Changbin with disbelief.
"Look. You gotta flirt with him so that he will get jealous."
"Dude he is not gonna get jealous. He has a boyfriend you know that right?"
"He will get jealous believe me. He will be mad because of the fact that you have seemed to move on."
"Yeah, kinda true I guess."
"So, go!"
"Yes."

I paved my way to the waiter and looked at him, running my hand to my hair. I placed one hand on my hip and waited until he would pay attention to me.

I looked behind me and Changbin gave me a thumb up. Then I looked at him, making my body tremble. He is still as beautiful as before, with his thick, red lips, black hair and his slim body. My ideal type, I thought.

Why do I miss him so much?

I observed his new best friend. "He looks like a total thot" I thought.
Brown hair, blue lenses, cute choker and a crop top.

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