And There Was No One Left - Changlix

6. Betrayal

Sometimes when no one is around, you start thinking things that you don't want to think about. You feel cold even though it's summer, or you're sweating even when it's freezing cold outside.
Only your mind can make that happen. Or someone's words, which are interpreted by your mind. Only you can make yourself happy, even when you need somebody. That somebody can make you feel complete, or can make you a really happy and flourishing person. But it cannot happen without the right mindset, thoughts, or heart. You have to start, that person will build further.

But there's no one that's capable of building me. All people can do is break me down. Hyunjin taught me that.

I immediately looked around me just to get disappointed.

I'm hearing voices again.

"I'M SO DONE! JUST- JUST SHUT UP!!!"
I yelled while crying. I looked around me if someone had seen me, being a such a crazy fool, but luckily no one had. No one cares about me anyway...

"Felix?"
Oh no please.
"Chris...hey..."
"What are you doing here? Why are you crying?"
Go away. I don't wanna answer.
"I'm hurt."
Why did I answer.

His eyes filled up with guilt. Is it because he just knows I'm so sad and vulnerable, a loser that cannot get better in any way?

"I'm sorry."
You're not.
I didn't answer, I just stood there, while tears were running down my hot cheeks. I wanted to punch myself, I was so ashamed that I showed myself to Chan while looking so fragile.
Chan walked towards me and caressed my cheek, wiping away my tears.
"It's okay, Felix."
He hugged me while I cried in his chest.

Changbin had been waiting for Felix to come, but after being already 40 minutes too late he still wasn't there, and Changbin wasn't having it.

He went outside to search for him, but found him with another man.
They were talking, it was like the man was comforting him. Changbin thinks he looks familiar.

He wanted to attack him, but he deemed himself and just...watched.

"Who are you? Why are you staring?"

Changbin stayed calm and expressionless, and just looked at the guy.

"C-Changbin, I'm sorry I'm too late..."
I spoke nervously, what would Changbin be thinking? I just forgot about him and started talking to Chan.

Changbin strided towards me, still looking at Chan, grabbed my arm and dragged me forward.
Chan was confused and didn't know what to say, so he just watched me getting dragged away from him.

Bastard.

Changbin still hasn't said anything, and I'm not gonna lie I was scared.
"W-Where are we going? Your house isn't this way r-right?"
"Shut up."

Help.

We eventually ended up in a house I had never been in, I also didn't know who lived here.
"Sit down." Changbin spoke after 20 minutes of not saying anything.
"Y-Yes."
I sat down and looked at Changbin. He looked scary but also... hot. What am I saying?

"W-Where are we?"
"Minho's place."
"W-What? How-"
"I stole his keys."
Before I could ask anything more he made me shut down. I heard footsteps and my eyes widened, is Minho here already?
"Stay here."
I couldn't even respond and the door was opened. Minho stood in the dooroping while looking at me sitting on the couch with widened eyes.
"Felix?"

Changbin stood behind Minho and grabbed his arms, holding them in a position that hurts if you move.
"W-Who are you? Nghh, let me go!!!"
Changbin let go and pushed Minho towards me.
"Kiss him."
What?
"KISS HIM!"
Minho clearly flinched and looked at Changbin, terrified, and then at me with disgust.
Minho didn't want to get any closer to me, but he saw Changbin's petrifying stare and decided that it would be better not to disobey.

Changbin grabbed his phone and started recording, looking at me while waiting.
I stood up and walked closer to Minho. I parted my lips and closed my eyes, waiting to feel his.
And soon I did. We kissed shortly and I opened my eyes after, smirking.
Does it feel nice being used?

Changbin stopped recording and put his phone in his pocket.
"Good job, Felix."
Minho just stood there, not knowing what to say or do.
"If you say anything to Hyunjin or anyone I will chop off your hand."
Minho started trembling and nodded.
We left the house silently and we stood outside on the streets.

"I will send this to Hyunjin. He will feel terrible seeing his best friend kissing you."
I got sad again after hearing 'best friend'. I should be his best friend.
I should be.
I didn't answer.

"You should go home now."
"Y-Yes. But can I ask something?"
"Okay, quick."
"How did you get Minho's keys?"
"I went to university and choked him in the bathroom till he fainted, and stole his keys."
I was shivering. D-Did he really do that? And even then, how does he know where Minho lives?
"Go now. I'm sorry I can't walk you home, I have to go to Jeongin's place."
"O-Okay. Ehm, bye! See you soon?"
"I will call you for our next plan, make sure to be safe while walking home. Bye."
Why did my heart start beating faster while he said that? Does he...care about me? Do I care about him? Yes, I think so.

He turned around and walked away.
He's such a hottie.