Cats & Groceries || Hyungwonho!

Chapter 15!

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Lips still soft to touch and his hair even warm from hoseok soft patting and ruffling. Hyungwon still couldnt sleep because he felt really feverish from the lack of kissing and more on the adjoining fingers.

Hoseok on the other hand was still high on the intense emotion, the boy wrapped in his arms was filling his every sensation with well
he doesnt know...he felt that he just want to stay here.

In this soft bed and the pale bedroom with clustered clothes and a desk filled with files, open laptop with a dead plant on the side.

It was something that hoseok found placid ;it was calm unlike hoseok normal life.

He doesnt want hyungwon to be involved in the ugly part of him - the part of insecurities and selfishness but maybe him being a part of his life itself would make it all better, somewhat make him a better person.

And as hoseok hums a song that hyungwon couldnt recognize, the taller man was wondering about the past.

Little did hoseok know, hyungwon was quite the opposite of the normal life that hoseok thought hyungwon had.

"What do you think if we havent met, would our life still be the same?" hyungwon muttered. "Or do we meet someone else?"

Hoseok hummed as he thought about the answer. He only came up with this, just pure and true. " I dont want to know, hyungwon. I  wanted this to happen and now it did. I dont want to think about anything other than this."

"I loathed you." hyungwon muttered, a small humorless chuckle left his lips. "I dont know why, Its just a feeling and yet I found out I hated you because I was hiding the fact that maybe I liked you. or some shit like that."

"I like to think that maybe you actually liked me back then."

"Maybe...I really did." hyungwon muttered stealing a kiss because it felt right before going back down in his place, snuggling a little closer. A shocked hoseok left to stare down with his folding chin and eyes little wide.

The action hyungwon made was making his golden skin glow in a flustered color.He quickly thought of an another topic - croaking out the words too quickly.

"You're not bringing the cats to your apartment?"

Hoseok smiled at the slightly girlish tone, knowing that hyungwon felt abashed in the moment. He felt kinda giddy that he enthusiastically answered back.

"Nope. Never. They'll stay here. Nayeon has allergies to cats or dogs or any furries. So nope never." - "Plus, those cats gives me a good excuse to go here."

"Doesnt she ever worry that youre gone again?"

"She's the first one who wanted me to find another apartment. I refuse to search for other places because I wouldnt see you more." hoseok said before running hand through hyungwons hair. "Well she has no choice, Ive been helping her with that Jeongyeon girl. Yet nayeon values her work more than love did." hoseok said, pausing when needed. His voice going back to normal as he told hyungwon about nayeon.

Hyungwon thought about something else and not even realizing that he vouced out his thoughts, "Are you the same with her?"

"Same with what?"

"Valuing work than love did." hyungwon muttered now looking at hoseoks eyes, seeming a little dark with only his lamp light illuminating it.

Hyungwon shifted his weight. Their face now closer, his forehead touching the other, as hyungwon' hair covers one of his eyes.

Hoseok had to reach out to remove it.

"Wonnie, Ive realized the first time around that it was better to be with a person that doesnt make his special someone choose which one is important...because it is already clear that love is the answer." - "But its always in the relationship you know, for the two parties to declare their priorities. " hoseok started as his fingertips tracing hyungwons lips.

Unable to look aat the taller mans' eyes as he talks about love and so hoseok quickly finishes, his fingers now resting at the corner of hyungwons mouth.

"We need to adjust, and wait, sacrifice...like a lot, because you know thats love." hoseok pauses.

"And If you thought that you cant do that for that very person...what you have isnt love at all."

hyungwon smiled as hoseok picks up his hands and kisses the finger where he had placed the ring but was given back. He then promised to himself that their rings will be restored to their fingers, someday. "Hey Hoseok, Did I already told you I like you so much?"

"I think yes but I think I forgot about it. Care to repeat that?" Hoseok teases as hyugwon come close again to give hoseok a kiss.

Right on the mouth.

Lips now parting, hoseok already placed a hand at the back of hyungwons head. The taller man already gone at the intense gravitating look given by hoseok.

Wrapping his hands around. Hyungwon welcomed his kiss as his head deepened a little at the cushion. The impact harsh enough to make hyungwon groan when suddenly the door opened.

and once again their kissing session was cut off. Two times of this very day.

"Wonnie hyung? Can I sleep here."

Hyungwon was trying hard to keep his dissapointed groan as hoseok laughed at the blond man.

Getting up from the bed, Hoseok carried a sleepy minhyuk as he closes the door.

"Monbe told me that I should sleep here." Minhyuk tiredly mumbles as hoseok set him on the bed, joining the other two men while covering them with the blanket.

"Well, I guess its time to kill monbe." hyungwon muttered, voicing it out a little loudly making minhyuks sleepy eyes go wide.

Hoseok could only laugh.

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- its short because its a filler chapter. -

[ Life's pretty bitchy right now. ᵇˡᵃᵐᵉ the next chapter on life. ]

but yea ily
and because i love you
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