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Chapter 24!

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"Chae Jaehyun, was not a mother. She was a dictator, dominant in every way. She even ruled her way to my father's heart, capturing it into her own grasps until she had him on every sides. She then twisted my grandfathers poisoned mind, proclaiming this protocol that Family First or you suffer the consequences." Hyungwon stopped before climbing in on hoseoks lap. The older mans' back supported by the cold wall. The younger then continued his story with his head hidden on Hoseoks broad shoulders.

"The reason for her to do it was because of my Father, he cheated – tried to act like he needed to get away from this family and then...we suddenly had the protocol like a virus affecting this functional family. She is the virus. I can't even blame my dad for cheating. What they both have wasn't love, it was pure torture. My mother trying to climb her way on the top and my father letting her drag him down." Hyungwon explained, his hands clenching as Hoseok hugged him tighter. The act was making him strain his voice but he continued even though his slight attempt at humor failed when his voice cracked at the end of his sentence.

"Then...she had me and as time goes by with the women in this family ruling over the men. I became much more distant, much more aware that I suddenly became her human punching bag and then I, sadly, fell in love." Hyungwon said, the word love rolling off his tongue as if it was such a vile, vile word that he wasn't supposed to talk about.

Talking about Changkyun was something he wasn't supposed to talk about.

But one look at Hoseoks understanding gaze, Hyungwon just wanted to release it all off him as he slugged against the man – his hand tangling with his own.

"I fell in love with a boy. Considering that I loathed every woman in my own household." Hyungwon said, even slipping out a small giggle as he heard Hoseoks' chest rumble a little. "So, yeah. His name is Lim Changkyun and apparently he was taken away from me."

"He was taken because I broke the protocol. I chose him than that stupid fucking family reunion, and on the snap of my grandfathers' fingers he was gone...I never saw him again."

"Did you search for him?"

"Of course, I searched for him...but the only thing I've found is that my grandfather bankrupted their family business causing for them to move out. Maybe even threatened them or maybe they're dead already." Hyungwon said, his voice wobbly and tight that he had to sigh in order to release some tension within him.

"and if...Changkyun is still alive, I can't blame him if he still hates me or the family I belong to."

Hoseok shifted, making Hyungwon to raise up his head and meet his gaze. "Is this why you're so reluctant about letting me into your life? You're afraid of them separating us?"

Hyungwon could only nod upon Hoseok gentle questioning. Each question was sending needles into his heart and one by one it was taken off and then stabbed back again. Right now, he felt like he was deflated. Tired. Wanting to just disappear but he wasn't done.

The story was not yet finished.

"Then my father died...then she went into a psycho after realizing that she had another boy after a few weeks of my fathers' death. She almost tried to kill Minhyuk, even though he was still in her stomach." Hyungwon explained, his hands folding and unfolding beneath their pressed bodies. His hands sweating and clenching and unclenching at how angry he was to his mother for trying to kill his brother.

"Minhyuk was the only reason I stayed. He survived and so I reasoned to myself that I have to survive too...but after that time where she tried to choke Minhyuk and me getting ganged up with my unstable mind and heart. I just...walked away. That incident made me realize that if I don't do that, Minhyuk would have a future like me." Hyungwon said aggressively pointing at his chest. Prodding a rib from how harsh he was being on himself. Hoseok has to gently shush Hyungwon as he took hold on both of his hand.

Hyungwon haven't realize that the pressure has bombed and he was finally crying. Puffed cheeks and eyes burning, crying.

"But looks like my past was catching up to me, Hoseok. And I'm here again. In the fucking flesh. Talking to my deranged mother and this plan of hers to take over the Chae Residence with me as the FUCKING HEIR." Hyungwon shouted, his head balling into a fist. One of his hand breaking free from Hoseoks hold as he punched the wall behind him. The older man flinching by the sudden act that he has to pin Hyungwon down on the bed.

"What the fucking hell are you thinking Hyungwon!" Hoseok gently shouted, his voice just a pitch higher as he took hyungwons hand, checking the reddened knuckles. Seeing that it would definitely bruise, hoseok could only put the hand down as he still hovered over Hyungwon who was currently sprawled over the bed.

"I'm sorry. I just...can't believe that she has the audacity to ask me for that. She wanted me to take up the throne and then what? For her to continue ruling over me and possibly the whole Chae Industries?" Hyungwon muttered, seeing how he made hoseok worried.

"Dont do that again Hyungwon. I don't like seeing you hurt yourself."

"I need to or the way she hurted me in ways she could ever imagine... would stay with me." Hyungwon said, his voice quivering again as hoseok eyes stared down into his. It would always manage to make him feel things. Good or Bad, he wanted to drown in it.

"Then why are you back here again, hyungwon? Couldn't you decline? I—I mean"

"I can't hoseok" Hyungwon said earning him another why from hoseok. The younger could only raise his hurting hand as he touches his cheeks. "Because I had you and minhyuk to think about...If I don't listen to her again, what happened to Changkyun will also happen to you. To minhyuk. To every person I love this present day."

"Do you understand hoseok?" Hyungwon said as he found the solace on the olders eyes and yet Hoseok didn't answer, he didn't need to answer. Hyungwon knew that he did understand.

Then Hyungwon opened up his lips to kiss hoseoks thin ones and Hoseoks deepening it a little before Hyungwon broke away first, "I just want to forget...Let me forget, Hoseok."

"Hyungwon..." Hoseok started, body now moving away from him that Hyungwon pulled his neck back to his.

"Hoseok? Just one night please?" Hyungwon said his hand, running and tangling into Hoseok dark locks before his fingers clenched into a whole lot of it, eliciting a sharp hiss from Hoseok, "All I need was just a night."

"If this happens, it wouldn't be just a night...it would be forever."

Hyungwon only smiled as a lone tear fell into his eyes without him knowing but Hoseok saw it, immediately kissing the salty tear away and Hyungwon replied,

"Then I take up your offer."

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This story is coming to full speed. 

I hate that it's too long but I wanna be just you know be done with it.