Ever being in the situation where you don't want to be seen, to be heard and to be noticed.......
That's what I want or rather that is want I need. I don't want to be noticed I don't want to exist because the more you exist and the more you get no...
After a long time of crying my eyes out i finally walk downstairs to see my mum working on her laptop
"How was school dear?" She asks taking her eyes of the laptop
"it was ok. What about your job interview?" I ask remembering when she told me about it
"it was ok" "So you got the job?"
"Yes honey.. your lovely and hardworking mum got it"
"Wow mum that is so great" i was happy that she got the job and i tried my possible best to smile but thoughts of Jason clouded my mood...
"You know you can tell me anything right?"She ask I'm sure she saw my sad and swollen face
"i know mum. Nothing happened i was just sleeping" i lie so she won't ask me any question
"I'll be off to be. Goodnight mum" i say giving her a peck on her cheek as I make my way upstairs
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Waking up quite early i get dressed for school this time I go for a white crop top with black trousers and a white canvas
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I decide to walk to school, I walk towards my locker to get my books for class closing my locker door I make my way for class . Some one bumps into me making my book fall down
"Watch it" She hisses and walks away.
'You are the one that needs to watch it since little miss pretty can't see'.
I was about to tell her but I decide to keep quiet and watch her stupidity see one reason why I hate new schools they always think you are a shy timid person and I'm way far from that.
"Don't mind her she's normally like that no manners" a girl tells me as she helps me with my books
"thanks" that was all I could tell her
"No worries by the way I'm Gemma and you are?"
"Valerie. Um...I'm having history class" I tell her before I start going
"Wow I'm having the same class as you.. so what the hell are we wait for let's start moving sharp sharp.." She pushes me with my backpack towards class..
I love her energy...
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History class is one of my best class so far i make my way to the cafeteria. Getting there i see all the tables packed up with people expect one i walk there with my burger and orange juice.
"What are you doing here?" a guy with dark brown almost black hair and brown eyes ask me standing at the right hand side of the guy I bumped into
"Um it was the only free table i saw"i tell them as a take a bite of my burger
"Well sorry miss pretty you'll have to get out" another guy out of them a brown haired guy with sky blue eyes ask me standing at the left side of the guy i bumped into...
"No worries I'm going already" i tell them as I carry my burger and drink not knowing where I'm going to go .
"Hey Valerie come over her" i see Gemma calling me to join her
"Hi" i give a slight wave to her and the other girl sitting beside her
"what did they tell you?" the girl sitting besides Gemma ask me
"Nothing much" i tell her
"By the way I'm Isabell" she tells me as she stretches her hand
"Do you know the names of those guys?"I ask out of curiosity
"The guy with black hair and electric blue eyes is Lucas. Lucas Anderson the most popular boy in school , the other guy with brown eyes and dark brown hair is Israel but known as Izzy while the guy with brown hair and sky blue eyes is Chase" i see Isabell blush at the mention of Izzy name
"You must have a huge crush on him" i tell her smiling
"Yep his so cute"She says looking at his direction
"What about the guy sitting opposite Lucas?"
"You mean the dirty blonde guy with emerald green eyes?"
"Yep"
"His Brett styles by the way they are all PLAYERS"
So the guy i bumped into is Lucas and his a player his cute but totally not my type i don't do players at least after Jason...
Hey lovlies........ So Valerie doesn't do players is she for real or she's still hurt but what Jason did to her?........
