El Desperado One Shot Collection

Respect Lost

Pairing: El Desperado/FC

Category: Smut

Warnings: rough sexual encounter, spanking, gagging, reluctance

Come here and get on your knees. Show me how much of me you can swallow.

You wanted me to be rough, so I'm being rough. What's the matter? Can't handle it?

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You never realized the day you asked your boyfriend El Desperado to be rougher with you in the bedroom that it was the day you were making the biggest mistake of your life. It seemed when you made the request you had flipped a switch. Gone was the sweet attentive boyfriend you had been with for six months and in his place was a stranger. You had wanted to be manhandled, treated like a slut. You had gotten so much more. You didn't realize what you had done when you had asked for that type of treatment. Before Despy had respected you. Held you on a pedestal above other women. Then you asked to be treated like no more than a common whore and he saw you for what you were. No longer were you worthy of being worshiped and adored. You were no better than any other woman he had fucked. And so he was going to give you the same treatment they received.

A few weeks ago you had been at the arena with Despy and for the first time Minoru Suzuki's current girlfriend was there at the same time. At first you had been embarrassed at the way Minoru treated her, how disrespectfully he handled her. What he made her do. You had to bury your face in Despy's shirt at some of things you saw. It seemed so casual. None of the guys, not even Despy, blinked an eye. It made you realize this was probably rather commonplace and it disgusted you. Yet at the same time you couldn't help but notice the dampness between your thighs. You were intrigued by the behavior; more so when you saw the bruises and marks adorning her body when she was stripped. Quite clearly Minoru did not play nicely with her and you felt a yearning within you. Then you saw Despy with the leash for the first time. Hooking it on Iisuka and dragging the big man out to the ring. For the first time you watched the Suzuki Gun entrance and match, getting excited as you watched Desperado handling the leash. You imagined yourself on all fours, being pulled along by the leash and it made you wet.

You hadn't said a word to Despy. Confused by the sudden yearnings in you. Those types of thoughts had never crossed your mind before. You had been over the moon in your relationship, happy, satisfied. But after seeing that you were malcontent. Making love to Despy no longer seemed to satisfy you. Then you had overheard a discussion you weren't meant to. Between Despy and Zack Sabre Jr. wherein they were talking about some of their past exploits. Hearing what he had done to women in the past made you realize he was behaving differently with you. That he was capable of the things you were suddenly wanting. That was what had made you decide to talk to him about your desires.

The day had started innocently enough. Despy had a rare day off so the two of you had slept in, making leisurely love before going out for breakfast at a small sidewalk bistro. While you ate your mind kept wandering. You didn't even realize you had spaced out until Despy had called your name several times, waving his hand in front of your face to get your attention.

"I'm sorry Desp." You said with a smile, using his nickname. "I was just thinking."

"About what?" He asked with a smile, his eyebrow raising as you flushed bright red. Now he was really curious as to what was running through your mind.

"Nothing...I mean something obviously...but nothing." You stumbled on your words, flustered and could feel how flushed your face was. You could see the curiosity in Despy's expression and knew you were going to have to talk. He wasn't going to give it up. "I'll tell you." You said with resignation. "Just not here. When we get home." Despy nodded and let it drop, the two of you continuing your meal in companionable silence.