Crime//XXXTENTACION

Thirty one

Surprise mf. We ain't done
BONNIE BOWMAN

I still laid on the mattress.
   It's been about 8 days already.
   I've ate all the food, mrs.ellen got me.  I could call no one. My phone was fucken dead. I figured my mom wasn't mad at me anymore, so maybe I should return home. She'd play the pitty card and be all sorry. But I'm the one who smashed her car.

And jahseh. Members only. My brothers.
    Why the fuck was I Here again?
    "Oh shit. Right. Smashing her car with a bat." I said out loud to myself laughing.
   I needed a shower, I felt gross. I got up picked up my book bag. And made my way across broward. It was around lunch time I'm guessing.
     I dragged my feet looking around as the sun hurt my eyes. I haven't been out sense I came to the house. It was cold as a bitch for Florida.

I wore tays sweat shirts, with some black skinny jeans. I'd gotten skinnier. But not ugly skinny.

  I kicked Little Rock's on the road as I walked. I felt so weak as I walked.
  I wish Kyron and ohana were still mine. But there happy now.
    I'm happy because everyone else is happy. At least I think I'm happy.

I continued to walk down the street, when I heard 4 gun shots go off.

BANG
BANG
BANG
BANG

"AHHH SHITT." I said while I turned around grabbing my bag and putting it on my head for protection.
   By the time I turned around they were gone.  We really playing hard core? Huh. Devil bitch.

    Soon enough I got to my house. I busted open the door to see tyquan and melly planning something along with all of members only in my living room.

"Fuck y'all doing." I said casual and walked into the kitchen.
    "Where the fuck have you been." Tyquan said walking right behind me.
   "We were about to search for you. Usually you call or sneak back to say your okay." He said looking mad.

"I'm good. I need to shower." I said walking past everyone and upstairs.
    I quickly got into the shower and did my hygiene. I was hungry as fuck.
    Once I got out I threw on some black sweat pants and a black misfits shirt.
    These sweat pants were the pants I was last wearing when I was with Tay. And I never Where them. His head laid on my lap here. I held him as he cried to me.
    I lost my fucken best friend. And I needed to visit him. But Tay knows I love him. And so does everyone else. If someone wants me dead that's where they would go.

"BONNIE BOWMAN!" I heard my mother yell from down stairs. Once I was ready I went down she was downstairs and everyone was still here.
"Oh wow. Was kinda hoping you were dead." She said laughing.
"Why are you so mean to her?" Tyquan asked my mom.
"She deserves it. Thinks she can do what she wants all because tays dead. You probably killed him like you did that one girl." She said walking up to me.
I was shocked she knew about sofie.
"Didn't think I knew about that? You KILLED sofie! And you liked it!" She said pointing at me while everyone looked shocked.
"You don't know what she did to me." I quitely said to her.
"You don't know the shit she was gonna do. She was gonna get me locked up. Was gonna blame me for everything she did plus what I've done. She was gonna brake Tay." I told my mother.

"So you had to KILL HER? YOUR A MURDER BONNIE! YALL SEE THAT YOUR FRIENDS WITH TWO KILLERS!" She yelled pointing at me and tyquan.
"I KNOWWW. YOU KILLED BRYSON!" She said and tyquans face turned pale. And that nigga is black as fuck.
    "Damn gonna finish exposing the squad?" Ski said, as my mom turned and looking at him hard. If looks could kill. Nah she would of been long dead if looks could kill.

I knew about him killing Bryson, but no one knew about the sofie thing. Well now they do.

"Man whatever. Fuck that pussy nigga." Melly said catching tyquans back.
"Y-you killed sofie?" I heard tyquan say.
"She was gonna lock Tay up for abuse. And send me away too." I told him.

"Fuck you." I said to my mom and pulled out my gun. I pointed it to her head and closed my eyes.
"OH MY GOD." My mother screamed and stared crying.

"If you tell anyone bout me and tyquan, youu end up like sofie. All dismembered in your own basement. And you'll rot." I told her as she quickly nodded.
She than ran outside and left in her Car.

Everyone now sat in the living room in shock.
"FUCK!" I screamed pulling my hair and rubbing my face.
"It's fine." Jahseh said. And everyone nodded.
"W-What?" I asked.
"You know how many people we've hurt? Killed all together." He told me hugging me.
"10!" Stokeley yelled.
"I think she's gonna tell." I said laughing. But my laugh stopped once I thought about sofie. I killed her. She could no longer laugh, talk, have kids.
   I'm a murder. A bad person. I let go of Jahseh and quitely walked out side. I sat on the porch and looked at the sky.

"I'm so sorry sofie." I whispered over and over.
I killed that poor girl. And left her in her basement to rot. Someone came and dismembered her. I don't know who. But now she's dead. Somewhere chopped up in a casket in her backyard. She had no family, no friends who really cared.
But the worse part? I liked killing her. Feeling her blood in my fingernails. On my fingertips. On my face. Seeing her so vulnerable, it was different. Like she was begging for death. I tricked her. She was gay. So I said I was. We were gonna hang out and probably fuck. But I ain't gay. And with that excuse she gave me her phone password and everything. Bank account everything. And right when she wanted to fuck. I stabbed her Ass. But I had to lure her into the basement by saying I like dark areas. Dumb fuck.

But now she's dead. And now she can't hurt me or Tay. Anymore..