Crime//XXXTENTACION

Seven

Me and X sat on the couch watching the news.
   When all of a sudden my name popped up.
   "16 year old Bonnie Bowman,  is uncontrollable, Shes being blamed for the robbery at 1638 on broadway drive, in broward county. If you see her call crime stopers right away." As soon as they said that I turned off the TV.
   "WHAT THE FUCKKK!" I screamed through the house.
   "Bonnie Calm down." Jahseh said while grabbing me.
   Ski and the boys, had already left to the party.
  "WHY THE FUCK DO I GET BLAMMED FOR EVERYTHING?" I yelled about to cry.
  "I don't know Bonnie." Jahseh said starting at me.
  "My god I'm so tired of this.  Ever since. every since they killed taymor. I just. Ugghh." I said now braking down into tears.  
   "Come here baby." Jahseh said while pulling me into a hug.
   "I love you Jahseh." I said while tightly holding on to him.
  "R-really?" Jahseh said looking at me.
  "Really." I said crying some more
   "I-I gotta go." I said pulling away.
  "I'll walk you home." He said.
  "No Jahseh. I can't go home" I said crying some more.
   "Come on." Jahseh said picking me up. I wrapped my legs around him and he carried me up stairs.
     He laid me on top of his covers and took off my shoes, than my pants and he pulled my shirt down.
   "Do you wanna take a shower?" He said folding my pants.
  "Please..." I said while keeping my head low.
   "I'll get it started." He said while kissing my forehead.
  
   I can't be falling for him.
Love never works out.
   He'll probably end up dead like the rest.
   Just like Tay.

I was knocked out of my thoughts. When Jahseh walked out the bathroom. And grabbed me a towel out his drawer.
   "It's ready love." He said while smiling.
    I slowly got up and went into the bathroom.
  Jahseh came in and set the towel on the toilet seat. He than smiled, closed the door, and walked out.
   I undressed my self and folded my cloths and set them on the counter.
    I stepped onto the shower and the water felt good.
   But I didn't want good. I turned all the cold water off, and I turned up the hot.
   Tears raced down my face as the boiling water raced down my skin.
   I heard the door open.
"Hey Bonnie. You okay?" He asked me.
   "Y-Yea I'm fine." I manged to say. The hot water was turning my skin red.
   "You can use my spoof in there, there's some shampoo too, along with conditioner." He told me.
   "Thanks Jahseh." I said and he closed the door.
   I grabbed the black spoof and I started to wash using his bath and body works soap.
   I did my hair routine with the shampoo and conditioner.
    Once I was done. I just stood there crying.
   "I miss you Tay. I fucking hate my life." I said to my self crying harder.
   "Bonnie? You okay? You've been In there a while. And it's really foggy." Jahseh said coming in the bathroom.
   He than stuck his hand in the shower to feel the water.
   "Jeeze Bonnie. Your gonna burn up. I know you don't take showers like this. You skin is gonna be so red." He said turning the water off.
   He than grabbed my towel and opened the curtains.
   He wrapped the towel around me, helping me step out.
   "Come on baby girl." He said taking me to his bed.
   He walked into his bathroom and came back with a brush.
   He sat behind me and started brushing my hair.
  "You have beautiful hair you know." Jahseh said as he continued to brush my curls.
  "Thank you." I quitely said playing with my fingers.
   I remember that tomorrow, will be 4 months sense taymor died.
     I started to silently cry. My best friend. My fucking best friend. Died in my arms.
   "It should of been me lord." I said crying.
  "What should of been you Jahseh said putting my hair into a bun.
   "Why the fuck do the good ones go. If we never went out to that store.  I made him take me just to steal. He would still be here." I said turning around and crying into jahsehs chest.
    "Shshhh. Baby. Shhh. I'm here." He said kissing my forehead