Heartattack

Perfect

  Neveah woke up sweating and breathing heavily. She sat up quickly moving the purple, silk sheets of the bed. She covered her eyes at first from the blinding light coming through the window, then her eyes darted at the sight of the room, it all looked so fancy and expensive, that wasn't familiar at all, but it felt normal in a way.
  A smaller more gentle body shifted next to her with a groan, "Neveahhhh.."
  Nev looked over too see Morgan holding a stuffed teddy bear, "Morgan what the hell are you doing in-" Nev paused for a moment then looked at the drawings on the walls, "my... room?"
  Morgan stayed laying down holding the bear, "Last night I kept having nightmares remember? You said I could sleep in here with you."
  "Where is everyone else?"
  "Everyone is probably still sleeping c'mon," Morgan gently wrapped her arm around Nev and pulled her back to laying down, "it's only 6..." Morgan drifted back to sleep while holding Nev.
  Neveah stayed put and tried to sleep but her mind was racing. How come she doesn't remember being in this room before but she knew what it was? Why did everything seem normal but didn't feel like it?
  In all of Neveahs thoughts she eventually fell asleep.

Neveah woke up again to a jabbing feeling in her side. She opened her eyes wide after smelling syrup and bacon, she saw Morgan holding a tray with two plates on it.
"Jaelyn came in with breakfast, even though it's technically lunch time." Morgan giggled at Neveahs tired expression as she put the tray on the bedside table.
"Y'know.. Jaelyn is kinda a mom."
Morgan thought for a few moments then nodded while pulling Neveah up, "C'mon and eat, Jaelyn said everyone is waiting on us so we can go play volleyball."
   Nev tried to take a bite, she remembered a scene like this but with a different girl.. they were at a table eating together, the girl looked younger.. Valentine.
  "Hey.. Morgan- how is.. Valentine?"
  Morgan paused her eating and looked over at Nev confused, "Who is.. Valentine?"
  Nev looked surprised, "Val- brown hair, green eyes??"
  Morgan slowly shook her head, "Nev.. how much sleep have you gotten in the past few days?"
  "I.. I don't remember.. this doesn't feel right-"
  Morgan put their food to the side and tried to calm Nev down, "Maybe you should stay inside and rest instead of playing volleyball.."
  Nev laid down and starred at the ceiling, eventually Morgan left with their plates leaving Nev alone.
  "No.. this isn't real, this is just- a dream." Nev dug through her drawers, pulled out a pair of scissors and tore through the skin on her wrist with them.
  After making multiple cuts she dropped the scissors and fell to the floor backing away from where she stood, "What am I doing??"
  She looked at her wrists and fully realized what she had done, tears filled her eyes from the pain.
  "This isn't real.. this can't be real, this doesn't feel real."
  Nev grabbed onto her bed sheets tearing them off, then throwing the items on her dressers to the floor and pulling out the drawers.
  After a few minutes of insanity Nev laid curled up on the floor, "What's happening to me?.."
  Morgan ran in and gasped at the sight, "Neveah.." she went over and picked Nev up off the floor back onto her feet, "What happened??"
  "Morgan please you have to have noticed!"
  "Nev.. what are you talking about?"
While Morgan wiped Nev's eyes she saw the cuts on her wrists, "Neveah you promised you wouldn't do this anymore, please tell me what's wrong."
  "Morgan none of this is real, it's all an illusion and you know that! You have to know that.."
  Morgan stood in silence, her eyes said she believed but her expression said she didn't.
  "Valentine.. Serenity, Blaine, Amber Sean, Maria, Elliot, do you remember any of them?!"
  "Nev.. We live right by Amber, she lives with Jaelyn remember? And Serenity and Blaine live right by us too, Maria as well. Elliot moved away a couple years ago and I've never heard of a Sean or Valentine.."
  "Exactly! Non of this is right! We- we all were in the same house, all of us. We had a band and there was all this drama and-"
  Morgan grabbed Nev's shoulders, "Nev what in the hells are you talking about? Everything is perfect."
  "No it's not! I know it's not and so do you!!"
  Morgan pulled out a dagger out of her pocket, Nev's eyes widened. Morgan didn't hurt her she just held the dagger tightly then closed her eyes, everything went white again.