Letters to your heart

Chapter 4: Signature

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-NORTON-

Time flies so fast today hanging out with Viktor. I really enjoyed this day. I slumped on my mini sofa upon entering my house. I smiled reminiscing about today's event. That little postman never ceased to amaze me every time.

Hah~ But I'm really out of my mind today. I hope the things that I've done did not make him uncomfortable.

First, I made him worry on the very start of our day. Picking a fight huh? Not very professional of me. But I got ticked off of what that jackass said to Viktor. Serves him right. That punch felt really good.

Second, I led him to a haunted house even if he said he doesn't want to. His frightened face makes me want to laugh. It's cute though. I never had a chance to be with anyone who was that scared inside a haunted house before. It was refreshing.

Third, I held his hand for an extended period of time. Damn it.

Fourth, After contemplating the series of events that took place today, we had a long silent drive back home. I grabbed his hand subconsciously upon drop off. For what Norton? A goodbye kiss?

And Lastly, I knew I blushed hard and my heart raced like crazy when Viktor ruffled my hair like what he does to his dog, looking at me with that oh so sweet smile. My God. My Good Lord. Give me strength because it made me weak on my knees. He really looks like an angel. That dog is really lucky seeing that face everyday. Good thing he closed the car door as soon as he shot a quick glance at me. He might see an embarrassing side of me again. Burying my face on the driver's wheel. Where is my usual cool and stoic composure? Gone. Viktor's presence made them all disappear.

I thought I would never enjoy these things again... Not after my break up with Mike. I usually do those things two years back when Mike and I are still dating. And now instinctively do it again when I'm with Viktor earlier. Damn it Norton. Don't you overlap Viktor with Mike. I scolded myself, narkling the back of my head. You know damn well that you still can't get over him right?

I stood up and did my nightly routine of cleaning up and preparing myself for bed to shake off these thoughts out of my head. This day is really tiring but fun. I wonder if Viktor enjoyed my company too. It seems like it's his first time going to the park for a long time. It was a good thing I chose that place.

It made me think about what could've happened in his past that made him unable to talk. Aloof with people and being sensitive to people's emotions. Without realizing it, I was already typing on my mobile to search about his condition. It was really awkward to ask him about these things.

Hmmm... Selective mutism... Progressive mutism... Psychological trauma... Fear of unfamiliar people... Eureka! So he had a chance to talk after all! A smile plastered my face with the good news that I've read. He should just overcome his trauma...but if his condition was going on for so long, He might not be used to talking anymore...

Don't be so negative Norton!

All I need to do is to make him more comfortable with me. Once he does, he can do so with other people too. I grinned and got excited with these bubbling thoughts inside of me.

As I was figuring these things out I flopped to my bed and thought about that postman again. I really wanted to help you. But how can I do it? I have no more reasons to take you out anymore. But at least if I keep sending letters, I could still see and talk to you for a while...