Letters to your heart

Chapter 7: Acknowledgement

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VIKTOR

I can’t believe that place still haunts me…

I woke up from my bed this morning still feeling woozy and tired. I saw a glass of water on my bedside, this might be left behind by Aesop. I drank its content and looked back on what happened yesterday. I kind of feel bad for Edgar and Aesop. I became an inconvenience by letting them assist my sorry self...

Also Norton, he was there with me, I instinctively called him out for help and he--

Norton kissed me… This time those kisses are for me...

My forehead, my nose, my eyes, my cheeks, my jaw, my neck and my lips. I feel every inch of my body heating up and wanting more from just his kisses and his confession started ringing in my head

I love you, Viktor... I love you so much

Viktor, believe me...I love you...I love you so much...Please

Please, Don't go Viktor...I love you…

Ah! 

I can’t get it out of my head! 

I felt sincerity in his words but I was too messed up to come up with an answer, I still love him and I don’t want him to think I don’t anymore. This made me kissed him back. He looks sad and surprised by what I did. I don’t know what to say to his confession. Norton must have felt the same way when I confessed to him. I sighed exasperatedly.

Aesop looked at me worriedly, “You okay Viktor?”

SHOOT! I hadn't noticed. It was lunch break and I was eating with Aesop, apparently Eli has been absent for days now and if ever he did come back he was busy with work. I miss Eli and Aesop said he misses him too.

I’m sorry I was just thinking. I replied and gave Aesop a reassuring smile

“Oh, are you thinking about…” Aesop stopped. He must be considering if it’s alright to ask me about it. I chuckled and ruffled his hair, which surprises him. Aesop is really adorable when he’s surprise no wonder Eli likes Aesop a lot, I’m pretty sure they’ll be a cute couple.

I wrote in my pad and showed him. I’m sorry to worry you, to be honest I’m not comfortable talking about it yet because it was one of my childhood's traumatic experiences...but I trust you, Aesop. I will tell it to you some other time with Eli. 

“A traumatic childhood…” Aesop lower his gaze. He looks troubled by what I just said. I tilted my head to his view, he looked back at me with a sad smile, “Guess we’re the same, Viktor.” 

Does Aesop have a bad childhood too? Now that I think about it Aesop never liked the crowd just as I do but his reason is because they are loud and it gave him a headache. I remembered when hanging out with him, as much as possible Eli and I tried to avoid crowded places when we have lunch together because it gave Aesop migraine. We often take him to the clinic for this reason. I wanted to ask him but it seemed like it’s hard for him to talk about it too