I am trapped in a construct of lies
Thinkin' it's my time to hide
But let me tell you one thing
Just to find the truth
It is important to be honest,
Not to be rude
I got aggression for you
Cause you won't accept me
At any time
You never really did
So don't fake it
But don't cry
Because we got distant
Make me, make me smile
Make it, make it pls alright
Help me, help me through the fight
Help me, help me through the night
Take me, take me, tryna find
Take me, make me find a light
Take me, take me hug me tight
Oh pls help me through the fight
So got again the will to loose control over my life
Like, can I have some drugs?
Something that really makes my mind travell?
I mean I have to go really far away, what about space?
N i mean I don't wanna smoke haze again I do this aaaall the time haha
Well, I mean I need something that's pure chemistry, something that makes me feel one with everything around me, that makes me fly... go craazzy
Molly...
In love with someone I will probably never have
So now my life is about sadness, drugs and cash
All the lies they tell; it's trash
It wasn't a crush, it was a crash
And now I'm smoking tons of hash, putting my lungs to fire and ash
Happiness is required to pass
Bitch, it wasn't the things that I asked
It is daylight and I'm wearing my mask
I'm losing myself again in writing
This is the only acitvity where I'm not hiding
What are you hiding from?
Myself
This is not true; it is society
It's both
Well writing makes you honest...
Because nobody can see me
Why you always judging
Why you always hating
Don't you see what yo making?
It is hate
So displaced
Is that the only thing you create?
Don't you see how you behave?
It is hate that we made
And I'm still thinking bout the days
Where I'm just sitting; lots of haze around
Not on the ground anymore
Cause I found real love
I am no more the "whore"
But an interresting person
Who is lot of talked about
But shall I tell you;
If I speak loud
And I'm coming out of my cloud
People respecting me
Don't even know what they found in me... what I have made released
Fantacising fantasies
Conscious is a common thing
I know everyone who sees
Some people think it's a disease
Let me tell you just for sure
That your love is real n' pure
With you I'm no more insecure
Which makes it just so sweet and pure
Love is a cure
And it's accured
To cause a lot of hurt
But it's just time to blurr it out
Make it easy and less loud
I don't even know what it's about
You will barely know
So now just let me show
How I'd explain it to a crowd;
It's about nothing, it's no content
It is just about this moment
What I feel and what I think
And then I write it with blue ink
What we feel and what we think
Is misteriously linked
I suggest somehow we are all the same
