Didn't Mean to Fall in Love

Chapter 1

*SUSAN'S POV*

I am walking down the hall. Straight to the band's dressing room. I can't wait to see my best friend Ashton. We are friends since we first met, which is about 15 years now. It's pretty long time. We maybe are best friends, but the truth is, I have a crush on him. I think he doesn't know that, but I'm not sure. I think if he would know, he would tell me that he knows. Probably.

I am getting closer. I can hear their voices. I would know Ashton's laugh for thousand miles. I smiled for myself. I put a smile on when I was opening the door to the dressing room. I walk in, and a second later I realize that the boys are not the only ones in there. I am watching 3 strange girls, whose are literally climbing on my best friend Ashton, Michael and Calum. I don't have any idea what to say. I did hear about the groupies before, but I didn't believe that. I thought I know Ashton so well. I just turn around and run away from there.

I stop at the background of the arena. I sit down on ground and the tears start running down my face. I am so stupid. So naive. How could I even think about that me and Ashton could be a real thing? Now I got this scene in my head. I know that I have to go back or Ashton would be mad. We're best friends for a long time and I am here to support him. Honestly, I am not sure if he noticed me, because he was busy with that girl. Who the hell she thinks she is? Then I realised there were only 3 girls. But they are four. Yeah, of course, Luke would never do anything like this. His mum raised him right. Yeah, he's nice guy, but that doesn't make me to like him. The girls around the arena are screaming his name, but I just don't like him. Whatever. OK, I'm taking few more deep breaths and I'm going back there. Even if it will hurt.

I am walking down the hall. Again. Straight to the band's dressing room. Déja vu. I am going to see my best friend Ashton. But I am not excited this time. I open the door and put the fake smile on. This time I am not leaving. "Hi" I say to the boys, but I feel like I didn't mean to say it. Ashton noticed me this time. He stands up and come to me to give me a hug.