Didn't Mean to Fall in Love

Chapter 4

*SUSAN'S POV*

I know Luke would be sleeping, but what else should I do? I need to sleep somewhere and he's the only option. Even when I don't want to, I have to go there.

I am slowly walking to the Luke's hotel room. I knock on the door. It was a quiet knock so I don't think he heard something. I don't even want him to hear it. I decide to leave. I know I knocked just once, but I don't really want to spend the night next to Luke. Like I said before, I don't like him. I think he's weird. I just turn my back to the door when it suddenly open and Luke's head appears in the space between the door. Yeah, he definitely did sleep. I didn't want to wake him up. Damn it. What will I do know?

"Hey, what's going on?" he asks with a little sleepy smile on his face. Why is he smiling? I don't want him to smile on me. No, stop. He really looks cute with a smile. Wait, what? Did I really just think that? He's literally patiently waiting for the answer. He bits his lower lip. Do I think it was sexy? Hell yes. Wait, what these thoughts mean? I don't want to like him. No, I can't even look at him anymore. I'm so confused. Instead of the answer I just try to walk away.

This exit wasn't successful. He takes my hand and stop me. "You just knocked on my door and woke me up. Do you really think you can just leave now without telling me what you wanted?" he asks with a husky voice. I try to give him an answer, but I'm cut of by the scream from Ashton's room. Yeah great, are they going to have sex like for the whole night or what? I turn my head back to Luke and now we are looking in each other's eyes. And it was so clear what's going on here and why I knocked on his door and wake him up.

He still holds my hand and pulls me back to his room. He switches on the light and even his eyes weren't ready for this he did it anyway. "I'm sorry," I finally said something to him. "It's okay, don't worry about that. I don't get it why he would do this. At first he called you here and then he rather spent the night with some hoe than with his best friend." He sits back on the bed. I don't know what to say, so I stay quiet. "Sorry for the mess" he says. "That's okay," I reply. Yeah, this is perfect conversation. Honestly, I don't expect that we would be up all night and talk about stuff. But I don't have anything what I would say to him. I never talked to him before. I wasn't even in the one room alone with him before. I need to go somewhere. I can't just stand here in silence. "Can I use the bathroom? I really need to take a shower after the long day." this was pretty stupid but I just can't stay here with him for one more second. "Sure" he smiles.

I walk into the bathroom and lock the door. Damn it. What the hell is going on? This is weird. And stupid. When I will have a chance, I will kill that guy named Ashton Fletcher Irwin. He's the reason why I am here, in Luke's room. I look around. There's a hotel towel, some soap and shampoo. Damn it. What am I going to sleep in? I can't sleep naked. Jesus, why? Why me?

I unlock the door. Luke is still sitting on the bed. He looks at me, "you don't seem like you really took a shower." I think he just smirked. I swear he did. "Yeah, I know. I just, I don't have anything to sleep in." He stands up and opens his suitcase. He looks in it for few seconds and then gives me his black Green Day shirt. "Thanks" I mumble and go back to the bathroom.

The hot water was perfect. I feel refreshed after the shower. I put on Luke's shirt and it's really comfortable. It's time to go to bed. I'm really tired. The night walk across the Paris really exhausted me.

I come back to the room. Luke is still sitting on the bed. I sit on the bed too. I look at him. He's looking at me. No, he's staring again. Why is he doing this? "You look good," he says with a smile. "Thanks" I smile too. I can't stay up any longer. "Good night" I say and lay down on the bed. I close my eyes and hear him to walk across the room, switch off the light, come back to bed, lay down and say, "good night."