Cloudtail's Promise (ON HOLD!)

Revenge

Daisy's P.O.V
I can't believe what I just saw! Cloudtail loves me not that ugly, half faced rat! I realized I could easily get revenge by having kits with my mate,
Spiderleap. And yes while he IS my mate I like cloudtail more. It's not like I'm trying to use him or anything, it's just... it's not the same without
Cloudtail. I love Spiderleap but I love cloudtail more... what am I thinking! I'd be cheating on him, taking advantage of him, and I'd be acting
Like I don't love him at all! I'd be selfish to do that. But I need revenge. And it's not like I'm killing anyone or like that but... still I'd be taking
Advantage of him. And possibly break up with him. But I can't get my hopes up TOO much. I realized that if it doesn't work, I'd be mating
With Spiderleap for nothing! And... I'd want to kill them. Or I could just let them live. I cry at the thought of possibly abusing my kits....
But you gotta make chances or u don't get anything in life right? Spiderleap asks from behind me, if I'm okay. I reply with yes. I need to be with cloudtail I thought. Clenching my claws to the ground. Why can't I accept my life the way it is? I have a mate which I love VERY much. I need to move on but I cant. But... what if he hates me after this? Why would he love me because I did this? It's wrong! Also, who would believe me? Everyone in the clan knows that brightheart is his mate! But it's worth trying at least. I relax and think better about the situation. After 9 weeks
Of stress, I gave birth to 2 kits. one that looks like spiderleap but in a dark brown. The other, fluffy, short, and blonde. Like me! You know... I feel
Kinda bad for using my family.