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my hearts confused

did i do somthing wrong?
is it all my fault?
i feel like you took my heart,
and locked it in a vault.

its cold and dark.
no sign of life,
no sign of light.
i feel like your doing this to me just out of spite.

cant you just be real.
cant you just tell me how you honestly feel.
i feel like im being pushed away.
im lost at sea,
ive been cast astray.

you left me abandoned,
left me with my thoughts.
leaving my emotions tangled up in knots.

its lonely when you dont even look my way.
with all the affection you gave me,
i dont even think you wanna stay.

i still look at you with the kindest eyes.
cant you see the loneliness,
cant you hear my cries.

i really just came for you.
and now i sit here,
because i dont know what to do.

im so lost.
my head is spinning.
you said that ill be yours from the very beginning.

maybe you were wrong.
it didnt really last.
these past few months with you went by really fast.

i dont even know if this is really true.
these are my thoughts,
my assumptions,
that came out of the blue.

but i want you to know,
my heart is confused.
im lonely and sad and i feel kind of used.

you said you would never.
and now i feel tricked.
all you did was look away,
and it made feel sick.

maybe i think too much,
maybe its just a hunch.
but i never seem to catch a break.
i think this is all my heart can take.
i cant afford another mistake.

i thought i was right about you,

and i thought id start anew.
maybe i was wrong,
maybe its too soon.

please dont leave me,
not just yet.
im very unstable,
causing me to fret.

i need you here,
more than ever before,
so please dont choose to walk out the door.

a/n: i had a bad day today. theres a song that played during this bad day that had these thoughts racing through my head.

song:
>fear and misery- joji<

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ok bye.♡