i think i miss you.
i thought i missed you.
i realize i was only with you to make you happy, while i was suffering in return.
i think you love me.
i thought you loved me.
each second with you gave me anxiety, i didn't know if i was good enough for you, if i exceeded your expectations.
i think i love you.
i thought i loved you.
we weren't in love. i just carried the weight that you couldn't. and you mixed loneliness with love.
i didn't love you.
i never did.
YOU ARE READING
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Poetryim depressed and need a place to vent my thoughts. enjoy the journey in my mind. i hope you stay tuned for what's inside.