stay tuned.

needy

im writing,
im raging,
because something is changing.

you been avoiding my calls,
and acting so shady.

you said we'd be forever,
that you wouldn't lose feelings and we'd be together.

but i think you said more than you actually thought.
now i'm sitting in my feelings waiting to rot.

i don't want to doubt you
but you leave me no choice to.

you're acting so cold and mean,
idk what to do.

i thought you really liked me,
you said you did.
maybe we're just young and you're being a kid.

maybe i made another wrong choice,
but now all i want to do is listen to your voice.

i just need you, even if its just your sound.
you can be mean to me, push me away figuratively until i'm on the ground.

i need you around,
i just want you close.

i chose you because your what i need and want most.

***
maybe i do need him.

️☀️alliaesun☀️