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suicide trigger warning
Mattia's pov ❋
I feel bad now for kicking Kairi out. I know he was just trying help. I really don't deserve him.
I've never been the one to show too much emotion but tonight feels different. One of those nights where everything on your shoulders get too heavy, slowly breaking you down. This is a night where you just need to........ cry. I hate crying. It makes me feel weak and I am far from weak.
I buried my head in my pillow and screamed. I tried to stop it but the tears came rolling out. No matter how hard I tried to fight it, I wanted to cry. I wanted to be held or comforted. I wanted someone to tell me that It's gonna be okay. I want Kairi.
I went to bed that night with dry tears, shaky joints and an aching heart.
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Sunday morning, Kairi's pov ❋
I woke up at about 8:00 am. 8:00 through 9:30 am I laid in bed staring at the ceiling. I was peaceful until I remembered I had a tiktok account that I had to post on. I sat up and grabbed my phone. When I picked it up I saw this long ass paragraph.
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aloe vera 👹💛 okay so... idk why i'm telling you this but at school on friday someone wrote "go home fag" on my locker and i wanted to tell someone. this florida life is not for me. i miss you, my old school, my boys, and my boobear 🥺. pls answer when you can. everything hurts rn and i'm so over it. i tried to get used to everything but i feel so empty here. kairi i need you to talk to me before i do something really stupid.
me omg 🥺 sorry i didn't wake up earlier. alvaro imysm and there's so much i need to tell you. facetime me? ❤️
