All These Years And One Night

Break

Yeah...

I'm gonna tell you guys about all sorts of break.

First off, I'm taking a break from all the writing. A little obvious since I haven't posted anything in months (a year? years? Idk).

The next ones are why I'm taking a break.

I'm a little broken right now.

One, broken hearted. I'm not too bad really, I guess I'm handling it pretty well. Just thought we could've at least lasted longer before I found out I was basically his side chick. I settled things maturely, and I helped him smooth things with his girlfriend (cuz the two of us found out when he posted a picture of the two of us with the same caption, I dunno he's stupid I guess). He never actually loved me, I guess. I don't know what he was thinking of when he asked me to be his girlfriend. And I guess I'm stupid for believing in sweet words and caring tones.

Second, my mental and emotional state is a lil broken. See... I got harassed. Sexually harassed. I won't go too much with the details since I'm not particularly okay with it still, but I wanted to explain to you guys. My cousin had been trying to hug me way more often than before then suddenly hands went passed the hem of my shirt and shorts. I talked to my homeroom teacher/advisor with it, and she advised me to tell my mom or she would do it herself if I couldn't handle it. The situation has now been handled and he keeps his distance, though now I just found out he's done the same with my little sister except it didn't go as far as I had, just lingering touches and inappropriate groping.

And well, I dunno. I'm not... stable enough yet. I'm just trying to take my mind off of things by reading or binge-watching movies instead. But I guess it isn't fair to you guys when you've been expecting for the next stuff to come out.

Sorry, I don't think I wouldn't be continuing anytime sooner. I promise I'll try to finish this, I don't want to just stop things like this. I will finish this, it'll just take longer than most of us expected.

Once again I'm sorry.