I entertain kids and adults at birthday parties and other events, He is in the biggest boy band in the world with millions of fans
"What do you see in me Hoseok? I'm just a clown."
"You aren't a clown. You're my Circus Girl."
I couldn't believe it. The guy who left without a trace or explanation is one of the members of bts? I need a breather.
"Wait, Y/N? Where are you going? I thought that you'd be happy to see me?"
"Happy to see you? You literally left to move away and do whatever you wanted without telling anyone. You left me at one of my darkest times Hoseok. I almost even told you the situation with my parents. I felt loved for once by someone else who wasn't my grandmother. You crept into my heart and broke it. Goodbye Hoseok."
I turned on my heel, Grabbing Octavia and attempted to run out of the building. But of course, Hoseok grabbed my arm, preventing me from leaving.
"Y/N, I understand that you're upset, but you don't even know the full story! Please let me explain and try to clear things up!"
"No, Hoseok. At this point, I can't do this anymore. I just want to go home."
"Alright, can I at least get your number? Maybe then we can discuss this another time, we can pick a date and location. Sounds good?"
"Yeah, whatever. I just want to go home."
I hand my phone over to him, watching him closely as he puts in his cellphone number. I took his cellphone and put my number in as well. Is this a bad Idea?
"Alright, get home safely Y/N!"
He pulls me into a safe warm hug that I haven't felt for the past 10 years. His body heat radiated onto me, his Louis Vuitton perfume bringing me into the past feelings I felt for him. Then he pulls away from me, leaving me in a pool of sadness.
"Alright, see you later Hoseok."
The drive home with Octavia was exhausting. She was so full of energy, happy that she had finally met her idols. I will admit, I did have fun until I found out my favorite member was my ex-crush Hoseok. At this point I want answers, but I don't want all those past feelings to flood back, Just to have him run away again. I just want-
"Yo girl! What was the deal with you and Hoseok today? He seemed like he really wanted to talk to you about something important."
"Well, I guess I might as well tell you the story. Remember that bitch Amara who was just really rude and racist towards us in high school?"
"Yea, but what about her?"
"You see, when you weren't in school, I got beat up pretty badly by her. Hoseok who saw the fight, helped me to the infirmary, and watched over me till my grandmother came like those stupid cliché American high school love stories. You were on your Vacation to Canada at the time, he pretty much kept me company while you were gone. Over that period of time, I had started to develop feelings for him. After you came back, you spoke with him a little bit, but not enough to the point where the two of you became friends. Then the day I was planning to confess my feelings for him, he had moved out of Gwangju, without telling anyone."
"Wait, was that the guy you were crying about?"
"Yea, now do you remember him?"
"Nah, not really. Do you have any photos of this guy? Maybe I will be able to recognize him if I know what he looked like back then. I had spoken with a lot of people in highschool, so I don't really remember every individual person I had encountered."
"Yea, I still have a photo of him saved in my phone from the time we went to the beach together."
I slowly pull out my phone, showing her the picture we took at the beach.
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"Wait..Now I remember him! He sat behind you in class! I'm such an idiot for not remembering him."
"It's fine. You aren't an idiot just because you forgot who he was. I never forgot him though, I always remembered how he just took off without telling anyone."
"Girl, anyways we can finish this sad story talk about Hoseok tomorrow. We're at your house now, so you can go try to pay your bills now."
"Alright, bye Octavia, I'll see you later."
I gave my best friend one last hug, before thanking her for taking me out to the concert then I started approaching my door. I feel a buzzing coming from my pocket and unlock my phone to see a text, only to have my heart sink.
Hey Y/N. You did a pretty good Job today, unfortunately this was your last performance. I must let you go, we have found another performer who is younger, has more experience with children, and has more skills in the departments we are looking for. You can either come to our building or we can e-transfer your last paycheck. We are sorry to let you go, and wish the best for you. With warm regards, -Bogoom.
Just great. Now I lost my job, and the one chance I had to pay off my debt and bills. When I get to the door, all of my personal belongings are put outside my house, and this big, Burly man standing in the doorway, his arms crossed. I knew what this meant, I was about to be kicked out.
"Miss Y/N, Where is the rent money that I've asked you for these PAST 3 MONTHS?" he yelled.
"Mr. Kyo, I'm very sorry, but I do not have the money that I owe you at this time. Can you please extend the due date for the rental costs?"
"I'm sorry but no. I can't do this anymore. I've been dealing with missed payments from you for the past 3 months. You are well overdue for paying rent, and there is someone else who would like to live here who is WILLING to pay each rent on time. I can't have you thinking that this business is a joke and we'll just let it slide each time. I'm going to have to evict you."
"No! Please give me another chance! I'm sorry!" I cry, as I grab onto his arm.
"Goodbye Y/N. I'm done doing business with you. Since I'm generous, I'll give you 12 hours to get all your items and go. If they aren't gone by then, it's getting donated."
He viciously throws me off his arm, grabs the keys to my now evicted home and storms out of the driveway. I silently begin to cry, the salty liquid flowing down my cheeks. I have nowhere to go, no one to call, no money to buy a new home and I have to get rid of this stuff in 12 hours. I don't want to ring up Octavia because her place is pretty cramped as it is with her and her boyfriend, and I also don't want to disturb her. My phone starts buzzing again, I look at the screen to see an incoming call from Hoseok.
"Hello? Y/N have you gotten home safely? The concert is officially finished, we can start discussing our meeting place and time."
"O-Okay Hoseok, b-but I won't be able to meet up anytime soon."
"Hm? How come? Is this another way of you avoiding me?"
