His Circus Girl (Hoseok AMBW)

Chapter 11 열하나

Octavia POV

"Jay follow her. She's hiding something and I'm going to find out what it is."

Jay slowly tails behind her car, making sure not to be spotted. I wonder what she is hiding? I thought. After about 30 mins of driving she stops at a fairly wooded area and turns her head to the rear view mirror to check if anyone is following behind.

"Shit Jay duck down!" We both lean into the foot compartment of the car, praying that she doesn't see us. After a few minutes I peek up and see her car driving away at a fast pace.

"Shit Jay we have to catch her!" He steps on the gas, catching up to her car, but still remaining a good distance away from her. Finally she pulls up to this mansion which is hard to spot unless you know what you're looking for.

She's walks to the front door, knocking softly making sure she doesn't draw in outside attention. What I saw next shocked me and left me feeling betrayed. Namjoon had opened the door to the mansion before letting herself in.

"Hey Octavia, maybe she had a reason not to tell you why she was staying with them." Jay says, while rubbing smooth circles on my back.

"Jay, do you realise that that man isn't just anyone? It's the leader of BTS! I know she's former friends with Jung Hoseok, but their manager doesn't let anyone in! He knows how crazy fans can get."

"Well like you said, he's her friend. Since you know that BTS is really popular, it's obvious that she has to keep it a secret to protect the members and herself. Let's just go home and watch movies together."

I nod my head, signalling Jay to start driving back home. I understand her situation yet and still feel some betrayal in my heart, and that something is still missing. This isn't over...

Back at the Bangtan house...

"Welcome back, Y/N!" Hoseok exclaimed.

"Uh, hi? I thought you were still mad at me for what happened."

"I am still upset with you I'm not gonna lie. But I'll try to put this behind me since it's damaging our friendship. A petty bar incident isn't worth more than our friendship."

"Thanks Hobi, I'm sorry for blowing up on you when you were just trying to protect us. I'll be sure to be more careful next time."

He opens his arms and engulfs me into a hug. I just him back, taking in his vanilla bean and Coco butter scent. I wish I could stay in his arms forever, but that was obviously cut short.

"So, looks like you two made up. Are you dating again?" Yoongi asks.

"We are not a couple. She's only my best friend, nothing more." Hoseok answers. I felt a light pull at my chest when he said that.

"Oh really? Just Friends? Just Friends turns into light pecks and make out sessions which eventually leads to dating. Dating then becomes you fucking the guts out of her-"

"OKAY HYUNG!" Hoseok shouts embarrassed. "I think it time for you to have a nap."

Watching Yoongi walk away with Hoseok, I run to Hoseok and I's shared room. Walking past the mirror to see that I have blush all over my cheeks. Dammit! Why did Yoongi's commentary get to me so much? I need a shower. I thought.

After taking a bath, I start taking down my braids since they've been in for about 2 1/2 months. I finish the first section to see Hoseok barge into the room with a look of relief on his face.

"Hey Y/N, I just finished talking with-" His eyes widened and suddenly starts staring at me with a look of love mixed with lust.

"Oh hey Hoseok. How did things go with Yoongi?"

He says nothing but simply continues scanning my body once he finds out the only thing stopping him from seeing me is a simple bathrobe. He walks over to the bed calmly, with the same look in his eyes.

"Uh Hoseok? Can you please stop that, you're making me feel uncomfortable. Do you mind leaving until I'm dressed?"

Still, no answer. He made it to the edge of the bed, then uses all his weight to push me down on to the soft mattress.

"You're so fucking gorgeous, you know that?"

I'm a little scared. I've never seen this side of him before. He was always the one who had my back now I'm under his body?? My face starts to heat up as I start analysing the situation. I'm in a flimsy bathrobe, lying down in a shared room with my longtime crush who is now on top of me!

He leans closer to my neck and engulfs my scent. "You smell amazing do you know that? I just want a taste. Is one taste okay
Y/N?"

I was really flustered by the situation, but I honestly wanted him just as much as he wanted me. Will I regret this in the morning? Maybe. Do I care? Not really.

I nod my head yes at his question, then he moves his lips in with mine. I've haven't kissed anyone in a long time, so this felt like something new yet recurring at the same time. He slowly started to make a rhythm with my lips, so by instinct I started to follow. Our lips moving in unison together made me feel like a star bursting with energy. Hoseok starts to move one hand to my mid back, and the other to my plump ass. He hums in satisfaction once his hands lightly squeezed my ass cheeks.

I hum into the kiss, parting my lips slightly. I take this opportunity to try something new. Sliding my tongue into his mouth, I explore his tunnel of words, then lightly press my tongue with his. He responds quickly, pressing his tongue against mine in a sweet kiss. I accidentally brushed my leg against his crotch, making him jump and let out a soft hum. All of a sudden he pulls away from me, making us lose contact.

"I'm sorry....Y/N." He whispers softly.

"Why what's wrong? If there's anything bothering you, just tell me."

"It's nothing. I asked only for a taste and got it. If I hadn't stopped myself we could have led to other things."

I sit in silence and listen to his words. Would that have been so bad though?

"Don't worry to much, we will be leading to other things in the future. Maybe I can get another taste next time? But on a different set of lips."

He presses a kiss to my forehead and leaves me in the room to finish my hair. We just kissed!

But why did I enjoy it and want more?