feel it twice- Camila Cabello
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Millie had finally arrived from getting her nails done with Sadie. On her way home she had bought Chinese food for her and Finn and also made sure to pick out some movies for them to watch.
"Finnie i'm home" she says loudly as she came inside closing the door behind her. She puts down the Chinese food and her bag confused that Finn hasn't came out of the room to greet her.
Every time she comes in he is quick to greet her with kisses and always ask her about her day but this time that didn't happen
"Finn?" she calls out again but there is no response.
She looks for him, checking each room as she walks down the hallway. Finally she reaches their room where she see's something she wishes she could erase.
There he was with another girl. Kissing her, their bodies almost naked to one another.
"Finn" he looks at her like a deer caught in the headlights.
"Millie. I thought you were coming later on" he says
"I was but i wanted to come early to spend time with you but clearly you found somebody else to do that with" she says storming out of the room.
"Millie" he calls out for her but she ignores him.
He quickly puts his pants back on and hurriedly puts his shirt on him as he catches up to her in the kitchen.
"Mills-"
"Don't"she says stopping him from even trying to explain himself. "How could you?" she had tears in her eyes waiting to be spilled
"I thought you loved me" she says looking at him
"I do" he says thinking that it would justify to his terrible actions he just did but of course it doesn't.
Maybe is was the fact that he felt it once but he couldn't feel it again with her.
"No you don't! You cheating on me is not love!"
"I'm sorry. It hurts me to hurt you" he says. She shakes her disagreeing to him
He can feel her stare as he looks anywhere but her face. He can't even imagine the pain she is feeling as she saw him kissing another girl that wasn't her.
"It hurts you?" she asks "No it doesn't" she shakes her head "You don't care. You never cared for me"
"Please let me explain"
"What's there to explain. huh. Nothing"
"I hate you" she finally says as her voice breaks and tears are falling down her face.
"You don't mean that" he says softly. He knows that what he did was wrong but he doesn't even know why he did it.
"You're right I don't meant it." she sighs "But what I do mean is that you and I are over"
"Goodbye Finn" she says before walking away from him and leaving what she used to call home.
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2 years had passed since she broke up with Finn. Since she caught him cheating on her with someone else.
There she is lying awake in the middle if the night looking at her blank ceiling. Realizing how much has changed since that night, that night that she can't seem to forget.
The night that broke her.
His hands on someone else, his lips attached to someone else. She never thought that he could do that to her but you just never know what people are capable of.
He just let her go. Why didn't he try to get her back?
Simply because he is better off without her.
she can't help but think,
What was worse, getting broken or making it break?
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Another sad fillie one shot
this was bad but it was sad.. maybe?
A LOT of people have hurt me soo i'm giving you a sad fillie one shot even though NO ONE asked for it
someone can say they love you but do they really mean it. HOW DO YOU KNOW IF THEY ACTUALLY MEAN IT!?
k bye.....
