Final Amends; Short Poems ✔️

Poem # 71- Through A Thick Glass

I see you smile
Having fun, making friends, sip a drink
I see you laughing, smirking and maybe flirting—
But it wasn't for me.

I see you flaunting your look
Whilst I'm evidently shook
I see you wearing that expensive suit—
But it wasn't for me.

I see you talking
Cheering, motivating, giving someone a thumbs-up
I see you crossing your arms whilst you portray you're rigid—
But I know it wasn't for me.

I see you lifting your drink
And I know I truly like what I see
Yet that's just mere seconds—
For it wasn't for me.

I see you getting serious
And I was intrigued from my seat
And BAM!— you said "I love you."—
But oh dear... it wasn't even for me.

Through a thick glass, I wish you can see me
Through a thick glass, I hope you'll listen
Through a thick glass, somehow I want you to hold me—
And do what you did previously.

Yet you keep peeking to us
Smiling, joking, giving a thumbs-up
I know this is a bit selfish but can I ask you—
Would you ignore the other worshippers just for the sake to a person feeling something true?

But that would be impossible—
'Cause you didn't know me yet and I don't even much know you
And plus, I think the feeling is just an illusion from you.

A/N:

Main inspiration of this poem (I was debating myself whether I'll share this with all of you or not yet you guys rock so I think you deserve getting to know this):

I was REALLY obsessed with this guy on Instagram. He's basically my crush, okay? Because he's handsome and all of that. Heck, both of my Lock and Home Screen is a perfectly-filtered picture of him!

Everyday, I was stalking his Instagram Page, practically getting the tabs of his life and obviously, appreciating how good-looking he is from the pictures he's posting. Till there was the time that I'm practically DROWNING myself into him, despite I didn't even see him in personal. The fact that all I want is to meet him, hold him and gaze upon his perfect, sunken eyes. Maybe even practically french-kissing him or something XD. I also think that I'm totally in-love with him or something (yeah, yo' boss is cray-cray!)

But what I do know now is that I should be even more sensitive when it comes to my emotions. That I should try to prevent doing  all of these till I'm freaking crazy into him.

Okay, imma go now. I've said too much! 😂 Thank you guys for reading all of my poems and for your continuous support. ADVANCE MERRY CHRISTMAS TO ALL OF YOU AND I HOPE YOU'LL ENJOY THE YULETIDE SEASON WITH YOUR FRIENDS AND FAMILY AS A BRAND, NEW YEAR IS CURRENTLY APPROACHING! 😍

-Your beloved poet, Pawerr14