Dipsomaniac

Chapter 11 ~ All of Me

|*Chapter 11*|*All of Me*|

Cause all of me
Loves all of you
Love your curves and all your edges
All your perfect imperfections
Give your all to me
I'll give my all to you

John Legend- All of Me

Arielle’s P.O.V

I wonder how I managed to get a moment of bliss in my life seeing how corrupt my life was.  It wasn’t like my life was always this damaged. I remember the old days when all I cared for was my grades, my friends and boys and of course my father. My mother unfortunately passed away while giving birth to me, and I always held myself responsible for her death. I was born with blood in my hands, taking away her life without giving her a chance I was the reason for her death. But of course, my dad said otherwise. He always said that my mother would rather give life to me, than live her own. He always tried to fill the void in my life by pampering me continuously.

As years passed by, he never dated anybody reminiscing in the memory of my mother. I don’t know how he could manage to look at me with a smile on his lips and pride in his eyes seeing as I was the spitting image of my mother. It wasn’t until a couple of years ago when he began dating his colleague, Fiona Star and one day he introduced her to me. She looked like America’s top model with her graceful legs, and smooth curves except looks can be deceiving. Soon enough, he married her and she came stumbling into my life claiming that she was my mother and I should respect her just as her title deemed. As excited as I was to have her as a motherly figure in my life one day she managed to become Snow-white’s step mother.

She hated how my father loved me so much, how he continuously pampered me and how he always paid attention to me, more than he did her. She hated that she couldn’t be the centre of his universe but who she hated the most was me. She hated how I had his love and she could only have a quarter of it. She hated how he always took my word for everything instead of his. She hated how he signed off his inheritance to me instead of her.

She had this hatred rooted deep inside her and it was branching off like a tree over the years until finally she had enough. I still remember that day, forever engraved in my memory.

“Munchkin? Munchkin?” I hear someone whisper in my ear.

I turn my head towards his voice and my lips break in a smile. I still remember the kiss he gave me, I’m high off of it right now, I miss the taste of those lips and I wanna feel him again no I need to feel him again because he’s leaving me completely undone.

“You know what?” I say, my voice huskier than I intend it to be.

“What?” He whispers back while sliding his hand and locking our hands together.

“I need to give you a nickname.” We take another step towards the school together.

He chuckles out loud and breaks off in a smile.

“Let me know when you think of something good.” He replies back to me.

“Don’t worry, it won’t be anything special. I’ll just stick with Sweetie.”

I unravel my hands from his and begin to run towards my locker and he chases after me.

I yelp when I feel his warm hands press against my torso, his firm chest pressing into my back and his voice just a seductive whisper in my ear.

“I guess you won’t be getting any more kisses.”

I pout in response, I love his kisses, they breathe life into me and I crave them more and more as days pass by.