You Are My Sunshine || The Confession

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"Say it again, say it again, Stark missed it," Clint crows, doubled over with laughter.

You roll your eyes and smile slightly. "I called Loki my alien lover because everyone assumes we're dating even though we're not."

"Would you like to be?" comes a voice from behind you. You jump and whirl around, finding yourself staring into bright, emerald eyes, Loki standing there with a slight grin on his face.

"I... you're gay?"

"No, my dear, I'm what you humans call Pansexual and Genderfluid, I'm just male presenting around the lot of you because I think me as a woman may cause a bit of a ruckus."

"....well now I'm curious." There's a slight chorus of agreement from the team, and he sighs and grins a little.

"Bunch of children, that's what you are." His hair gets just a little bit longer, and his face becomes more soft and feminine, along with the rest of him. He even gets a couple inches shorter.

"How long have you been able to do this...?" You ask, a little hurt that they never told you. They knew everything about you. All of it. Even things you regret and aren't proud of.

"Uhm... my whole life?"

"...and you never told me?"

"....I didn't think it... it was important... are you angry that I didn't tell you?"

"...no, just hurt."

There's a pregnant pause, the whole room silenced.

"....I'm going to bed," you announce, getting up and heading for the elevator.

"At seven thirty??" Clint asks, ever oblivious.

"Mhm."

You step into the elevator and press the button for your floor, hearing Clint ask faintly behind you, "What's wrong with him?" If you only knew, Barton.

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You sigh and throw your door open. Someone had been knocking for the past five minutes and you finally caved. "I told you I was going to bed, will you-" You stop your little rant and stare up at Loki, who's back to his normal male form.

"...I came to apologize... I didn't realize that you'd get so upset over that... please forgive me."

You sigh and rub your face, grumbling a bit. "God, you drive me nuts..."

"You know, you never answered me earlier," he says, a small grin tugging at the corners of his lips.

"Well what did you ask me? I've forgotten now."

"Would you like to be dating? You know, boyfriends?"

"....do you.... are you serious?"

"I wouldn't ever lie to you. Never. And if there's anything else I've unintentionally kept from you that you'd like to know, all you need to do is ask, and I'll tell you. Anything."

"....do you love me?"

"More than I've ever loved any creature in the whole nine realms."

You smile and wrap your arms around him, standing a bit on your toes. "I love you, too."

He sighs and lifts you off your feet, hugging you tightly. "I've waited so long to hear you say that...."

"You better get used to it, too, cause I'm gonna say it a lot more often."

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Alrighty!! First chapter! God knows how long ago I actually wrote this (note to my readers- this was written on December 14, and I don't know when I'm gonna publish because I don't actually have WiFi right this minute)

I hope y'all liked it, whoever read it lol. I'm just getting back into writing, so this probably won't be like... the best thing you've ever read, ahahahah. I'm just tired of looking for Loki/Male Reader Fics and not finding anything good. Very frustrating. So I just went "Okay, I'll write it myself."

I kinda wanna use this outline (the story arc) for other fics (like other fandoms and ships) But idk if I will because I don't really wanna hear how I just use the same outline for everything.... idk I kinda wanna play with it a little.

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