merry christmas! 🎄 wishing only for positivity, good vibes, and happiness for the next decade ^^
i've realised i didn't quite possibly announce my return properly, but here i am! i'm back after about a year-ish of a hiatus (and maybe a little bit of a writer's block and some personal mental health issues)!
my important national exam was over about slightly over a month ago, and i've been back! or at least, trying to get into the groove of writing. i've also had a bit of a writer's block and some mental health issues thanks to stress, pressure, and negativity that surrounded me this whole year, so that led up till a mental block. anyway, what's good is that i'm back and ready to kick start my writing again!
if you aren't aware yet, i've started rewriting 'secrets' and published a short book of angsty bts oneshots entitled 'seven stages of grief'.
'secrets' is like my child(?) and has been around since 2017, when i watched bnha. i was (and to some extent, still am) an avid izuocha shipper, and with the combination of a mafia and reverse au, 'secrets' was born. to be honest, i've never thought i'd gain readers since i was pretty young back then and didn't have the best writing skills, but hey! i'm still trying. i wrote until chapter 20+ or so and had a bit of a block and stopped writing it. so i'm back to rewrite whatever i've left off and improve the writing.
'seven stages of grief' is pretty self-explanatory. essentially, it's one stage for each member. i started drafting it someday during pre-finals, thinking about grief and negative thoughts in general. fun fact: i haven't even finished writing all the parts yet, so that's fun :')
and next! i have my line of drafts that i'd like my dear readers to pick out what they'd like to read first!
1 / HOME
two unrequited loves bring two broken souls together.
↪ an akaken fanfic i threw together recently after having the thought that "what if kuroo and bokuto ended up together and kenma and akaashi had feelings for their individual captains?? and they also canonly have a backstory with them too??" i'm basically looking for ways to write an angst, lmao.
2 / LISTENING EAR
in which a young guitarist comes across a sad girl.
↪ a huening kai fanfic i drafted during finals! it's going to have really short chapters and shows how hyuka and the oc start getting closer.
3 / SUMMER ROMANCE
❝ let's start a summer romance. ❞ ❝ what? ❞
↪ a yugyeom fanfic which i wrote during june-ish thinking "high school au whereby yugyeom is the pretty boy who's a virgin at relationships". that's it. though, there'll be more to this story ;)
4 / CARROT BOY
❝ fuck off, carrot boy. ❞
↪ a sope/yoonseok fanfic whereby dormies turn into lovers :') i'm going for more of a fluffy/mildly deep-ish storyline here, which is not really seen in most of my full-written works.
5 / BOYFRIEND FOR HIRE
❝ boyfriend rental? ❞
↪ a wonwoo fanfic whereby oc basically accidentally told her parents she has a boyfriend when in reality, she doesn't, and bff mingyu suggests searching for boyfriend rentals online.
6 / IT'S OKAY, THAT'S LOVE
yoongi is confused about his sexuality, and jimin is more than willing to help him know himself.
↪ a yoonmin fanfic whereby senior!yoongi is questioning his sexuality and junior!jimin is willing to help him out. however, ofc, romance blooms and someone out there is having their heart broken in this entire process. :')
7 / FOUR O' CLOCK
the blue shade that stayed with me disappeared.
↪ a vmon fanfic whereby namjoon is irrevocably in love with taehyung, but taehyung already has his eye on someone else and namjoon, despite the pain, wants taehyung to be happy.
8 / SMILE
❝ please, smile for me. ❞
↪ a taehyung fanfic whereby taehyung's smile is liked by the oc and self-hated on.
9 / APRIL, MAY, AND JUN
❝ don't say those three words when you clearly don't mean them. ❞ a story which entangles three lives together.
↪ a junhui fanfic which i made on a whim thanks to a pun (hint: look at the title). a very messy love triangle whereby jun loves a girl, who uses him, and another girl loves him.
10 / ALTERNATE CINDERELLA
who said ella was a damsel in distress?
↪ a jihoon fanfic whereby the oc just doesn't want to be a pretty doll and jihoon shows her how she can kick ass.
11 / TO THE BOY I'LL ALWAYS LOVE
❝ please know that i really love you. ❞
↪ a jungkook fanfic whereby he receives letters from his first love. it's a pretty major work with four arcs and is gonna be a mess, that i can tell :')
12 / BROKEN
namjoon wanted to fix yoongi. but one can never fix a broken toy.
↪ a namgi fanfic about a depressed yoongi and namjoon who wants to help him. made this out on a day whereby i was in a slump and had the thought "nobody can actually help me" and decided to turn that negativity into a positive one.
13 / DÉJÀ VU
our love was a bright, burning, and passionate one, but also one that was being forced to be extinguished.
↪ a vmin fanfic which incorporates the idea of soulmates and ancient silla. believe me, researching just to get the details right for this was not, in any way, fun. please don't bash me in any way if i got some details wrong because i don't really fully grasp the history and some parts are mad confusing, but i'll try my best! i'm also super excited for this fic the most!
leave an inline comment here to tell me which one you'd like to see the most first! ^^
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Random❝ suck my left toe at thirteen degrees! ❞ mayhaps reading chronicles of my dumb ass will make you feel better about yourself. ··· © calqlate 2018 personal.
