BLISS [YiZhan]

🍀CHAPTER 1 - PART 1🍀

[Xiao Zhan's P.O.V.]

I've never been this shocked in my entire existence before and I felt like my world is slowly crashing down around me. And either does the doctor who's checking on me now is shocked.

It's neither a deadly diagnosis nor an incurable disease yet it's enough to rattle my whole world.

I can't believe what she was saying and this thing had never happened before. This is impossible yet here I 'am laying on a bed in a private clinic, absorbing the news of being pregnant for almost two months despite being a guy. How the hell is that even possible?

The idea scares me to death but what should I do now? The doctor said that I still have an option which is to abort the baby, hah it is supposed to sound funny because it's unusual but I couldn't bring myself to laugh.

So I still have the chance to escape this unacceptable situation and forget that this ever happened. That is a good idea. I can have my life back and live normally the way I should.

But then, something inside me is yelling that the thought I had is definitely wrong.

I reached my hand down to touch my flat stomach sub-consciously. There's a tiny life inside me now, then a sudden unfamiliar emotion flooded through my heart and I felt like crying.

I must be crazy but then I realized that living a normal life and forgetting this ever happened, forgetting that there was once a life inside me that I killed just to live a happy life is completely unbearable.

I might just know about him or her a few minutes ago yet I'm starting to feel this overly protective side that even I didn't know to exist in me. I couldn't let anyone hurt my baby even from myself.

That is when I made my decision to keep my baby. That decision makes me happy and alive after all I've been through.

The doctor gave me vitamins and she seems to be happy with my decision and promised to never tell a soul about me. I don't want people to experiment on me let alone my baby.

After leaving the clinic, I went to the supermarket to grab some groceries and eat dinner in a cheap restaurant before I go back to my small apartment.