BLISS [YiZhan]

🌹CHAPTER 3 - PART 1🌹

[XIAO ZHAN P.O.V]

Everything happened fast in these few months. I can't really imagine that my simple life would turn out like this. Being raped and bare his child it's not my dream to be. But what has done is done I can't back the time.

I just want to move on and start a new life for my son's sake. I've been thankful that my son is fine and with me. Being with him I forgot the dark past happed to me.

Wang Yibo provides me and SiZhui what we need. We sleep in a deferent room as per my request. I just want to adjust and I'm not used to living with someone and SiZhui might cry a lot at night, I don't want to disturb him.

He didn't invade my privacy that I'm thankful. When he didn't around I would clean the house and do laundry. I should prefer to keep myself busy to free with my thoughts. I would cook some food for him and leave in the kitchen counter for him. I will avoid him at all costs not because I fear him, Just ... Just ...

I'm awake with my own thoughts when Wang Yibo knocks to my room.

"Xiao Zhan, Let's have dinner together," He said. There's no reason to refuse him.

We eat in the kitchen while SiZhui is sleeping on the couch. I eat silently avoiding to start any conversation with him.

"Xiao Zhan," he called me and I flinched, Is he mad?

"Please don't avoid me." His voice is serious. I look at him and start to feel guilty.

"If you still mad tell me what should I do to gain your forgiveness." I'm shocked.

"No ... No, I'm not mad at you anymore, I just ... just don't want to disturb you and cause you any trouble." I mumble but he still hears me.

"If you don't want to cause me any trouble then, sleep in the same room with me." He said I didn't reply. I'm not ready to sleep with him not when I start to ... as he read me he said.

"Okay, I don't want to force you, but you don't have to do any chore in this house I will hire a maid to do that." he starts to eat again.

"No, You don't have to do that, I will do it." I quickly responded at him.

"Xiao Zhan..." He absurdly glared to me and I also glared at him.

He sight, "Okay, fine ... fine ..." He didn't talk to me after that. I know I'm stubborn as hell, but this is the only method I know to pay to him he gave us everything we need and house to live.

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One night I just laying down SiZhui in his crib he is peacefully sleeping. He likes to hug his butterfly pillow when he sleeps, Wang Yibo buys this for him. He knows what Si Zhui likes. I kiss his forehead and lay at my bed to start sleep also but It's not too long when the room opens. It's Wang Yibo, what is he doing here?

He jumps at my bed, I get out when he suddenly grabbed me.

"Wang Yibo ..." I panic called him.

"Let's sleep," He said while his eyes closed and hugging me to close to him.

"This is not your room! ... What are you doing!" I start to struggle to free at him.

"I don't do anything, It's just ... my room is dark and your room is bright and warm so I want to sleep here." He said while hugging tightly of me.

"But ..." I try to free at him again.

"Ssshh ... SiZhui might be awake if you keep noisy. Let's sleep..." He pulls the blanket over me and him.

He is hugging me and my heart beats fast. Not in fear, I just don't want to admit, but I fall for him. I start to love him, I fear that what if we don't feel the same? What if he doesn't like me? Does he fill disgust at me?

I can hear his heartbeat It's calm and warm. I snuggle and start to sleep with his arm.

"Goodnight ... Yibo..." I whisper, hoping he didn't hear me.