BLISS [YiZhan]

🍀CHAPTER 1 - PART 5🍀

* Warning: Violence and Sexual Content! *

[Xiao Zhan's P.O.V.]

One faithful night, one of those rare nights where Wang Yibo would come home completely drunk. He called for me in his room.

I opened the door shakily. I already know what's going to happen but, he never beat me in his room before so why now?

I entered his room silently nervous. The smell of his room is a mixture of liquor and his masculine scent. My heart's beating faster than normal as I stood feet away from Wang Yibo. He is sitting on the edge side of the bed, head facing down so I can't see if he's angry.

I step forward slowly 'til I'm just a few feet away, but he didn't move to make me more anxious as I wait for him. In a blink of an eye, he had me on the wall. Pinning me as he gripped my neck painfully. I couldn't breathe.

Fear flooded to my body as I saw his eyes full of hatred towards me. Tears threaten to fall from my eyes as I dare not to move from his deathly grip. He had never been this mad since he let me out of that room so what could've happened? What did I do?

"I should've killed you the first time I brought you here," he spat.

"Why do you have to live in this world?" his gripped tightened. "You spawn of evil should die!"

I closed my eyes tightly, I don't want to hear him anymore. Beating me would be even better rather than hearing him say those hurtful things.

The pain and the wounds will heal but his words will surely have scarred my heart and mind for the rest of my life.

"Your worthless life will end now..." he trailed of evilly. I shuddered as he runs his hands over my tear-stained face. "You ruin my life, it's pleasure doing yours."

He pushed me on the bed as he climbed over me. I didn't have time to gasp as he punched me on my stomach really hard, making me dizzy as I writhed in pain. He placed my hand above my head as he took off my necktie and tied it around my wrist tightly and attached it to the bed's headrest. I squirmed and struggled but to no avail. All I could do is cry in my pathetic condition.

"Don't worry, I'll make sure to give you like what you always want before you die," he said through gritted teeth.

He ripped the old shirt he gave me then pull the pants off leaving me bare to his sight.

"P-Please d-do-on't d-do th-iss..."I pleaded as fat tears fall down on my face. He smirked evilly like he is satisfied to see me begging and scared.

I know what he's planning to do to me. And I'm scared like hell, knowing that this is not making love nor sex. This is rape! This is not the way how I want my first time to be. I want it to be with the one I love.

Yes, he is the one I love but I don't want him to take me by force or out of hatred. Hah, who 'am I kidding?! He will never be gentle, never sweet nor loving! Like he said I'm a fag and he is straight and he is just doing this to punish me. I'm an abomination like he said.

"Fuck! I prefer you crying out loud, why the sudden silence huh?" he grabbed my face forcing me to look at him. I didn't notice that I've been light-headed in my trail of thoughts ceasing my tears.

Tears started to pour again as I look back on his handsome face. His dark brown eyes that are burning with hatred, his jaws were clenched tightly through gritted teeth. And his pursed lips that I dreamt to touch mine.

Oh, Gods, how I wish this is a different situation.

"What the fuck are you staring at?" he asked angrily.

"Don't worry I'll make you scream in pain that even in hell you won't be able to forget me," he moves away kneeling over my hips as he grabbed my legs and spread it forcefully. I winced at the pain through my legs. He situated himself between my legs. My face reddened as I was completely exposed to his eyes.

All my scars and scar made by him were visible now. I've never been ashamed of my body before but now that it is completely tattered making I feel ugly.

He looked down on me with his piercing cold eyes. I tugged at the tie but it won't budge. He's going to do it. Oh God, I cried harder.

"P-Please... do-don't d-d-do i-it... Pl-Please... I'm beg-ginnng yo-ou..." I struggled harder which earned me another slap.

He laughed cruelly, "that's it! Beg! Plead more!" he chanted as he pulled down his zipper. "Scream! Cry!"

I gasped as my eyes widened when I saw him pull out his member, and oh my God! I'll surely die when that thing entered me. I panicked and tried to close my legs but he between my legs prevent it.

No! He'll tear me apart for sure!

"I see that you like it," he said indicating his member as he moves closer to my butt as he lifts my hips apart. "I'll make sure to give you one hell of pain," he said as he slams his member inside of me without a warning, making me scream louder than I've ever done before.

"Ahhhggg!" He thrust in and out of me forcefully, not giving me a chance to adjust.

"Fuck!" he cursed as he moves faster. "Damn so tight!"

The pain is making me want to consider suicide. I tugged on the tie making my wrist bleed, I screamed for him to stop but he never did.

"I-I'm s-s-soor-ry... P-Ple-aase s-stooop! Please! Please! I-It hurts!

"Oh my God, it h-hurts!" I screamed and screamed but my scream makes him do more. "Please stooop!"

"Fuck you! I want to hear you scream in pain! Damn it, beg to me more!" he said as he thrust deeper and faster making me scream louder as tears fall down nonstop.

I could feel my insides were badly wounded and that blood is flowing down on the bed. I shut my eyes tightly feeling his nails dig in my thigh as he holds me in place. I bit my lips until it bleeds as the searing pain got more intense.

He groaned while thrusting hard. Despite the pain, I could still feel his member growing bigger inside me.

"God..." I can't breathe. "Please... S-Stooop... Huuurts... No mooore..." I scream as he thrust one last time groaning and releasing inside my already bleeding hole.

"Fuck!" he cursed, breathing hard letting his body fall above me. Minutes later, he fell asleep while my shocked self-remained shaking as tears never ceased to fall. My whole body is aching and I couldn't move.

Suddenly the door widely open forcefully, I heard the unfamiliar voice 'Oh, God ... quick call the doctor faster!' my eyes blurred to see who's them and my mind went blank.

✴✴✴ to be continue ✴✴✴

End of Chapter 1

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