❁Hatred «Newtmas»❁

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fluff + angst

Newt's POV

Newt shot his eyes open. Sweat was running down his forehead and was breathing heavily, almost as if he ran through the whole damn maze. He woke up from a nightmare. Not just a nightmare. This one was way worse. The worst one he had. It felt real. Really real.

He slowly sat up. His body begged him not to, since he was exhausted. More then he has ever been. He hung his legs over the bed and put his head in his hands. After five minutes, he couldn't hold himself any longer. His eyes started to water, and he began to cry. Tears fell down on his bed and floor. He was thankful that he was alone. Newt cried for about another 10 minutes. He knew, that the nightmare might have been a foreshadowing.

∞Dream∞

Thomas was standing there, in the woods, and Newt was no more than 2 meeters away from him. They were arguing. Again. They always did. They hated eachother. Well, at least the brunette did. Newt never felt any kind of hatred towards the greenie. In fact, he felt the opposite. He has developed feelings towards Thomas, but he had to hide it, and cover it up with hatred. Newt didn't know when, how but mostly why it started. It just did, and he wanted to go back in time to prevent it from happening again. He wanted Thomas. If Thomas wouldn't like him like that, then at least have him as a friend. But he knew there wasn't going to be peace between the greenie and the second-in-command anytime soon.

They were arguing. „You're the most annoying bitch I've ever met!" Yelled the brunette, causing Newt to take a step backwards. Newt had no idea what happened before, but whatever he said, made the brunette furious, and regretted it deeply. The second-in-command saw the pure hatred in his eyes. Tears were threatening to spill. „Oh sh-shuck off T-Thomas..." Said Newt, stuttering as his first pearl shaped tear came falling down. „You know I h-" before Thomas could finish, there could be heard something go off in the distance. Then, he saw it. An arrow flew towards them, hitting Thomas right in the head. Thomas fell to the ground with no signs of life. He just laid there. Lifeless. Numb. Newt rushed over to him. „NO! THOMAS PLEASE! NO NO NO!" Newt was on him in a second. He was screaming and crying, praying for him to wake up. „Tommy...please wake up... I don't hate you..." Then, darkness swallowed Newt, as his eyes shot open, to reveal that the horrific scene was just a dream.

∞End of the Dream∞

«Next day - 9:38 p.m. - glade»

Newt wasn't acting like himself the whole day. How could he after the terrible dream? It kept coming back to his head. He had to keep an eye on Tommy. The blonde would never hesitate to use his body as a shield to protect Thomas. He wouldn't care about death, if it meant Thomas would live. It was already late, and most of the gladers were sound asleep. Newt found himself walking around the glade, but that's when he saw him. Thomas. He was heading out to the forest. Oh no. He thought to himself. He didn't hesitate for another second, and ran towards the greenie.

THOMAS!" Yelled the blonde, causing Thomas to stop, groan, and turn around. „Can't you leave me alone, Newt? I want to sleep." Said Thomas, exhaustion and annoyance clear as crystal in his voice. „Don't go into the forest to sleep. Get back to the homestead..." Newt didn't want to tell him about the possible foreshadowing. Thomas rolled his eyes, and continued his way to the forest. Newt ran after him. „Thomas stop!" He didn't. „Go away Newt! I don't give a damn shuck about you being second-in-command!" Said Thomas, walking deeper into the thick forest. If this wasn't Thomas, I would just leave him to die. Thought Newt. „Thomas, you're coming with me!" Snapped Newt, causing the boy to stop about 2 meeters away from him. He turned to face him. „What's your shucking problem, Newt?!" Thomas spit his name like venom, which hurt Newt. „Fine! Stay here! Next day I'll be throwin' your butt into the Slammer!" Argued Newt. Thomas was now pissed. „You're the most annoying bitch I've ever met!" Yelled the brunette, causing Newt to take a step backwards. Those words hit him deeply. He was about to cry, when he remembered this. A sense of déjà vu lurked around them, and the he heard it. Something went off in the distance.

Newt's eyes widened. He recognized it, and within a second, he ran towards Thomas. He never ran this fast. Even though the run lasted for a second, he could see the mixed expression on the brunette's beautiful face. He proceeded to push him. Just in time.

Thomas' POV

Thomas was about to say something, when suddenly, the blonde charged at him. He thought he was gonna get punched, but instead he was sent flying to the ground. He landed harshly on the cool ground. He was about to yell at the second-in-command, but once he got up, his eyes widened. There, on the ground laid the blonde who he just fought with not even 10 seconds ago, with an arrow sticking out of his chest. Thomas rushed over to him. „SHIT! NO! NEWT!" Thomas was on him in a second. „NEWT! WAKE UP!" Tears started to pour out of his brown eyes. He couldn't believe his eyes. He couldn't believe the sight in front of him. He couldn't bear it. „MED-JACKS! I NEED MED-JACKS!" He yelled, pretty sure he had woken up the whole glade. He looked back at Newt, and saw he had his eyes closed, with velvet colored liquid pouring down from his lips. He also had tear stained cheeks, as if he was crying all day.

10 minutes later, he saw as the blonde was taken away to the homestead. Thomas desperately wanted to get in, but neither Jeff or Clint let him in.

«Next day - 7:50 a.m. - homestead»

Thomas didn't sleep at all the whole night. Not a single bit. He was worried about Newt more than anything. He couldn't believe it. Even though he thought he hated the second-in-command, he felt something he couldn't explain. He made himself a mental note, that after Newt wakes up, he will run up to him, hug him and demand an explanation. That is, of course if he wakes up... NO NO NO! He will wake up! He has to... Thought Thomas.

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A few hours passed, until Clint came in. „Thomas?" The brunette immediately stood up. „Is he okay?! Can I see him?!" Said Thomas, desperately. „Yes for both. Go ahead." Thomas didn't waste any more seconds, and practically busted the door open. „T-Tommy?" Said Newt, in a low whisper. Thomas without hesitation, ran towards him. He pulled the second-in-command into a tight embrace, but made sure not to hurt him. „Oh my god thank god! Thank god!" Said Thomas, burying his face into Newt's blond hair. Newt surprisingly returned the embrace. „I'm so sorry Newt! So so sorry!" Said Thomas, beginning to cry. „It's okay Tommy. It's okay." Said Newt, rubbing Thomas' back.

«5 minutes time skip»

They sat there, still in eachother's embrace. In complete silence. That was until Next spoke. „I never hated you, Tommy." Thomas' eyes widened. He pulled Newt away from him, but still held him by both his shoulders. He looked him straight in the eyes. Newt also looked at him, and then looked down. „I only pretended to hate you, because you hated me....I also proceeded to hide my feelings for you, Tommy..." Said Newt, with still a few tears sliding down his cheeks. He couldn't believe his words. Newt liked him, while he treated him like complete trash... Thomas felt like punching a wall, then himself. He then did something, none of them expected. He pulled Newt closer, causing him to pull Newt onto his lap, and kissed him on the lips. Newt was shocked, but kissed back. Thomas' hands traveled down to Newt's waist, pulling him closer. Newt's hand was wrapped around Thomas' neck, while the other one was rested on Thomas' shoulder, and played with Thomas' brown and soft hair. Both of their eyes were closed. After they pulled away, they smiled at eachother.

„After you get better, I won't ever, let anything happen to you. Ever again."

«1470 words»

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