•angst
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•Bullying
•Cussing
•Suicide attempt❀Faouzia - Born Without A Heart❀
❀Thomas walked down the hall, eyes dull as always. He heard whispers and giggles behind him.
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"Emotionless"
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"Stupid"
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"Freak"
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"Weird"
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"Outcast"
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. . . "heartless" . . .
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Thomas quickly spun around, and looked at a kid he recognized as Jacob. "I'm. . . not heartless. . ." He said shakily. "Oh look! We got a reaction out of the heartless freak!" He laughed, and the rest copied his actions. Thomas only glared at him. "I'm. . . not. . . HEARTLESS!" The blonde charged at his bully. He pushed him hard, and Jacob ended up flying towards the metal lockers. His body collided with the metal doors, and fell to the ground. Thomas was shocked. Why did I do that? He thought.
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Jacob stood up, clutching his stomach. He pointed at Thomas with a shaky finger. "Get him." It came out more like a wheeze, but it was still audible, and Thomas realized that as two other boys he recognized as Ki Hong and Dylan O'Brien came running at him. Thomas quickly took off running in the opposite direction. He turned his head to take a quick glance at the boys behind him. Ki Hong was shouting something at him, while Dylan had a look of concentration on his face.
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Then, Thomas's mind entered an ugly thought.
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Why are you running? Are you scared? You always run away, you worthless, heartless outcast! Nobody cares about you. Just die.
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Thomas's eyes teared up, as he looked for the school entrance. He was gonna end it. Right in front of the two boys, still chasing after him, so he can give them the satisfaction they want.
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He quickly dashed through the doors, and exited the school, both boys still following him. He could hear Dylan yell to Ki Hong something in the words 'where is he going?' Thomas only smiled, as tears steamed down his cheeks.
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He quickly looked at the bridge in front of him. They still didn't fix the railings. . . The blonde ran towards it. Dylan must have finally realized what Thomas wanted to do, and started to panic. He began running faster, as the blonde reached the edge. With a swift motion Dylan grabbed Thomas's hand, and threw him against his chest. He quickly wrapped his hands around the blonde, as they both were sitting on the ground. "NO! LET ME GO! I WANT TO DIE! P-PLEASE!" Thomas sobbed into Dylan's chest as the brunette rubbed small circles on his back. Thomas's sobs and pleads to let him die broke Dylan's heart. Ki Hong sat down next to them. "We're idiots Ki. . ." The Asian boy looked at Thomas, and then at Dylan. He sadly nodded.
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Dylan kept rocking back and forth, making 'shh' sounds here and there, while whispering comforting words to the shorter blonde boy that was wrapped in his arms. Eventually, Thomas calmed down, and his breathing steadied. Dylan suddenly noticed, that Thomas was asleep. He only smiled and picked Thomas up, bridal style. Ki Hong also stood up, and whispered to Dylan. "Hey, I'm going back to school. I'll cover for you, and say y'all were sick and went home. I'd recommend staying with him. He could try something stupid." Dylan nodded, and began walking towards his house.
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He carefully set the blonde on his bed. He was observing his features. His fluffy blonde hair, his pink and thin lips, his very. . . skinny frame. Has been been eating well? He looks so skinny. . . He also had cheeks scarred by his never ending tears. He is nothing near heartless. The brunette thought as he ran his hands through his fluffy hair. He was regretting never standing up for him. He regretted never standing up for this fragile blonde beauty.
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Thomas slowly opened his eyes. "Hey Thomas. How are you doing?" The blonde didn't respond, and instead he sat up, and buried his head in Dylan's chest. Thomas didn't know what he was doing, but he really needed that hug, even from Dylan. Better than having to hug Jacob. Thomas thought. Suddenly Dylan laid down, bringing Thomas with him. He wrapped his arms around the shorter boy, and brought him closer to his chest. Yup. Definitely better than having to hug Jacob.
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"I think you're nowhere near heartless, Tommy." This caused Thomas to hug him tighter. "Thank you Dyl. At least someone gets it."
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No one is heartless, they just might be using their heart less.
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