Behind Closed Doors {H.G&S.M}

Chapter 4 S.P.R.M.

After a plane ride that felt like forever, we finally landed in Toronto.

"Jess, let's go to the first bathroom we see, it's a long drive to grandma's house," said Matt, my older brother, who is 17. Matt is best friends with Nash, Hayes' brother, which makes things really hard for me because I almost feel like because Hayes and I broke up then something could happen between Nash and Matt. Nash and Matt have been friends for at least 10 years and I don't want to be the one who ruins their relationship.

"Sounds good, I drank a lot of ginger ale on the plane hahaha! Should I take Joey or should you?"

Joey is my little brother he's only four years old.

"I think I should take him."

It was silent the rest of the way down the hallway. Matt and I both feel weird because Hayes is like a brother to him, the same way Nash is to me. Hopefully, after our couple of weeks here we'll go back to the silly old Jess and Matt.

"Listen, I know you feel really weird about what happened between you and Hayes and all but I just want you to know that there's no reason to feel weird. I really think that you're my family and whatever happens I need to support you. Whether I like it or not I need to be able to support you, that's just what family does. I just don't want them to ruin our relationship because I like what we have."

"I love what we have. I feel the same way, I just want to be able to feel like your okay with my decisions, and I don't want to ruin what you and Nash have, I had that with Shae, and I know how terrible it feels to know that if that didn't happen you could still be friends."

"So, we good now?"

"Yes."

"Good, cause the bathroom is right here and I gotta go!"

Matt always finds a way to make me laugh. After we finished going to the bathroom, Matt, Joey and I all trotted down the escalator lugging all our bags.

"Jessiepoo!!! Joey!!! Matthew!!!" my grandma screamed down the hall as we came down the escalator.

"Hi Gammie!"

"Hi sweathearts! How are you? Are you hungry? Was the flight long? Look who I brought! Shawn, come here sonny!"

"Hey guys! Long time no see!"

Ah, Shawn Mendes. Very, very good looking boy. Perfect hair always in the right place, perfect smile, perfect voice, and best of all he sings and enjoys music. If only Shawn went to my school.

"Hey Shawn!"

"Hey Princess!"

Ugh, I love when he calls me that! Last year, we had a little bit of a past, and not just a regular past, a romantic past. We kissed, held hands and cuddled by fires. The entire dream came to an end when I had to leave. I promised him when I got back we could fall back asleep once again, but that was all before Hayes.

"Come on guys the limo is awaiting for us!"

You see, my Grandma owns many Taco Bells, McDonalds', and Burger Kings all over Canada. She's got a huge house, 5 cars and a 150 foot yacht. Her husband, my grandfather died 20 or so years ago, so I never got the chance to meet him. She always find time for us, which is why she flys us up there every year over spring break to see us. My parents get time alone and we get time with Gammie. I suddenly feel a buzz at my pocket.

"Hey again, it's Hayes. Your flight probably is still going and I just want to tell you I'm sorry again. You don't understand how much I miss you! I feel hurt and lost."

I immediately answered back,
"Now you see how I felt! Hurt, lost, confused, guess what Hayes, I moved on. I have a boyfriend now, his name is Shawn."