Note to myself

Define LOVE

Since I was young, I have been curious about the word LOVE. 

What is Love?
Do we get love from a man?
Do we love someone and they will love us back?
How can we find love?
Where can we find them?
When will we find them?

There are miracle love movies which tell us. 
Love is somewhere around the corner and happens whenever we least expected them to. 

We also got some life and death movies that tell us.
Love will keep us together until death does us apart. 

There's also some other concept of Love which somehow turns into revenge.
If you no longer love me then I shall make you hate me. At least there's still a spot for me inside your heart. 

Love is not something I can figure out, nor am I ever going to have a definition of this. 
I sometimes wonder, what is love gonna be?

Love is bitter; love is harsh.
Love is sweet; love is soft.

I have failed twice in a roll and I do not think I can take anymore failure in the future. 
At least I know my heart will not be able to handle more sadness in my miserable life. 
So please, do not fall because you want to, fall because someone is there to catch you.