You know how people say woman are blindly in love.
Now I understand...
The man I met,
this man I love with my full heart.
After 8 months we have spend together.
We got married, got pregnant, got together.
I thought this is forever,
but I knew this can never be true.
Nothing perfect that will ever happen in my life,
not my life.
Now that we have been married for 3 months,
pregnant for 23 weeks.
I'm starting to question myself,
"Do you trust your husband ? Do you love him like he loves you?"
As the matter of fact,
I know I will never trust him fully.
I do love him but does he loves me the way I do for him.
The question that keeps going round and round.
A question that I don't want to face.
What goes around comes around.
I believe in Karma and I do not deserve anything that's good for life,
nor can I trust this man I thought he will love me fully.
TC
Sept 2020
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