How are you?
Are you feeling lonely? Missing our snuggle section?
Missing your strong arms hugging me, keeping me safe?
I know you have warned me.
I know I shouldn't be attracted to a person like you.
I keep telling myself "I deserve better. I can find a better man."
Guess what?
Whenever I got free time, YOU still appear in my brain.
Seems like YOU are everywhere in my head.
Am I seriously in love with you or is it just the feeling of satisfactory? Maybe I just want to feel loved again, the warmth I desire to hold. Probably I'm just having another delusional day. Sex couldn't feel better with anyone else I bet. Deep down I know I have fallen somehow and I should put a stop with this.
Hopefully, I can pull you out from my head or else I will suffer for a long time in a very painful way. Rather be friends, be my guardian. Only that way we both won't hurt each other in any way.
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Note to myself
DiversosBelow is a note to myself, a reminder. Love is ugly. Love is a pain. Love is unbearable. Love is unconditional. Love is betrayal. Love is just a lie with a beautiful present wrap. I have fallen in a very short time and hopefully, the scar won't be...
