Finding Freedom | Kylo Ren X Reader

Chapter Two

"Before I place this blindfold on you, I need to know for certain that you understand what I'm about to do to you." The Supreme Leader said to you as the ran the silky black blindfold through his fingers. By this time he had already commanded you to undress, which was uncomfortable but you told yourself this had to be done. He too had stripped down to just his underwear, and in the back of your mind a small voice told you that you didn't want the blindfold. He looked as if he were handcrafted by a god. His muscles made you melt. His physique was perfect. His body paired with the handsomeness of his face made him so alluring. The fact that you were naked spoke volumes about what he planned on doing to you. You were scared, but if you had to choose between him and anyone else to have to do this with, then you were happy to have him.

"This is going to happen with you blindfolded one hundred percent of the time. This isn't going to be vanilla sex. It's going to be more involved. I won't hit you, I won't hurt you, and I won't do anything without your permission. If at any time you want me to stop, all you have to say is 'safeword' and I'll stop whatever it is that I'm doing. You are free at any time to end this interaction and leave on your own volition. Don't let me stop you from doing so. After this is finished, I can grant you the safety and freedom that you're looking for. Am I understood?" He said as you just sat there cross-legged in his bed. He allowed you the decency of a blanket to cover your bottom half, but your tits sat out in the open for him to glance at every so often. After he was done speaking, however, his eyes bore into yours and yours only. Again, he was expecting an answer and you weren't delivering. Truth be told, you were numb. This was all new to you and you didn't know what to say other than a quiet 'okay.' You were overwhelmed and you thought your body was overreacting for you. It was just sex. One round of sex and you'd be safe. You desperately swallowed the lump in your throat as he began walking toward you, stretching the blindfold out before your very eyes.

"Let's get started then." He said, and your heart jumped straight into your throat. The last thing you saw was his face of total neutrality before the soft fabric touched your eyes. From there, all you saw was black.

It was jarring at first. Not being able to see anything at all. Some black fabrics, when put in the right light, will still allow you to see the lightest outlines, but not this one. You could see nothing, could only hear the rustling of fabric and feel him sitting down on the bed in front of you.

"God, you're so fucking sexy." He said, whispering it as if the room was full of people and he only wanted you to hear. Suddenly you couldn't get the thought of people being able to see you while you couldn't see them out of your head. It made you anxious, and, although the fear was not possible, with no visual stimulation it felt real. Your jaw clenched as he placed his hands on your shoulders and began pushing you down onto his bed. "Relax." He commanded you. "I promise I won't hurt you." In that moment, all you had to offer him was your trust.

Your hands came to rest on your breasts as you felt the bed dip down beside you, indicating he was once again shifting himself around you. You heard a drawer open, heard him placing some solid sounding containers on the table immediately to your left. Again, you found yourself turning your head toward the stimuli, but you couldn't see anything. Another sound stole your attention, the sound of a packet opening above your body. You could feel a small bit of liquid splash down on your bare midsection and heard the sound of rubber stretching and rolling. He was putting on a condom, and the smell of the rubber and lubrication only confirmed that detail for you. This moment was all too real, and you couldn't stop your entire body from shaking as the seconds rolled by.

"I'm going to take this blanket off of you," He said, sounding nervous himself. The fact that he was scared about what he was going to do to you made you that much more scared as well. True to his word, the blanket slowly began to slide off of you, freeing your body until the cold air tickled the tips of your toes. "Now, listen to me very closely. You're going to open your mouth wide and I'm going to have you taste things. Are you alright with doing that?" Your voice escaped you as your thoughts ran wild with what he would be subjecting you to. The first thing that came to your mind was hot coffee, scalding hot coffee that would burn you. He told you he wouldn't hurt you. You repeated in your mind over and over. You had to trust him. You had to believe him when he told you he would take care of you.