Melody

''Alec and I were everything that a perfect couple was. He was the school team's captain and i was actually a nobody. So that drove almost every girl at school crazy... why would someone like Alec like someone like me.'' I smiled remembering how Alec confessed his feelings to me.

''What happened to that?''

''Well after Emma died, i just shut everyone out including him.''

I didn't give him the chance of being there for me. As much as he wanted to be there for me. I pushed him away.

''He wanted to be there for me, every time. I pushed him away.'' I bet Dave could sense the regret in my voice. Tears were starting to form in my eyes again.

''Would you turn back time to fix your relationship with him?'' He asked

I frowned. Guilt starting to fill my guts.

''Do you still love him?''

Do I? Do i still love him?

''I don't know'' a tear drop left my eye.

''I really don't know''

''How bad did he hurt you?'' He continued asking

Every moment of him making my life miserable at school, bullying me, laughing at me, humiliating me. They all came back. All at once

''I can't take any more of your questions Dave.''

''He hurt you bad didn't he? He was the one who sent you that note, wasn't he?'' His voice was angry now.

I didn't answer him

''Answer me Mel, wasn't he?!!''

''Yes, he sent me that note. But i guess I understand why.'' I can't believe i was truly defending him. After everything he did to me.

''Stop protecting him. He's a dick.!!!''

''No he's not'' I argued

''Yes he is and you know that. For fuck sake Mel. Stop protecting him. If he badly wanted you to notice him. He would have been saving you from every one else at school instead of joining them and making it hard for you.!!!''

''You don't even know him'' i cried through my words

''What did he do to deserve someone like you? You are so wonderful Melody. He doesn't deserve you.''

And with that last sentence he stood up and walked out of the room, he left me in the house

I can't believe i had my first fight with Dave and I can't believe it hurts this much. His words hit right through me. I guess the truth really hurts after all.