Sometimes I really wish I never cared about you in the first place.
The problem is some days I can still see your face.
I ain't gonna lie, there are days I see your car drive by and I'm in pain.
It hurts knowing it all ended so quick.
Feels like you just woke up one morning and decided to just quit.
We didn't even fight, you just dropped it.
Now I'm here feeling like this.
Thought we were brothers, like family. Thought you could depend on me.
Guess I fucked up? But I'll never know.
You won't call, I won't text.
You're mad and I'm sad.
How do I move on like it never happened?
How did you just leave like it was nothing at all?
Did we just fall apart? Grow up and drift away?
Is it all wrong to you? Is it all my fault?
Today I thought about wrecking your car,But I know deep down in my chest that's just too far.Now I'm slumped over a bottle of whatever in some random bar. You can just replace me tomorrow, and I can try to forget.I'm fighting real hard trying not to feel like this.But I can't help it I'm full of regret. I don't even know what it was that I did. Maybe I'll never know. Who knows.
