Nothing Special.

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I knew better than to fall.
I knew better than to follow you.
But you made me feel special, so very special.
I saw all of the flags, red like blood.
I knew there was danger ahead of me,
but, I guess I was just too blinded to see. 

I'm your fool.
I have been used. 
Why didn't I just run? When I saw what you were doing?
Why didn't I just run. 

I knew better than to put my heart, in your hands.
I knew better than to trust, an empty man. 
But deep down I knew, I wanted you to want me.
Too desperate to think clearly, too lonely to stop.
But, you made me feel alive.
You made me feel life.

But, I'm still a fool.
I have been used. 
Why didn't I just run? When I saw what you were doing?
Why didn't I just, why didn't i just run?

Oh I stayed. 
Like a fool I just laid there in your bed.
Oh, why did't I just run.

I know you didn't love me.
But deep down I hoped that maybe you could.
I wanted to be special...
guess I'm noting special.

But I'm still a fool.
Oh yes, and I have been used. 
I know I didn't run, when I saw what you were doing. 
I just wanted to be special,
but, I know I'm nothing special. 

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