She's the one

The dorm

Demi's view;
I sat there on my bed, Lexi kept asking me if I was alright, I just couldn't talk to her. She's my bestfriend, she has been since we were 3 & I can't talk to her. All I can think about is two people. Jeff & him. He just looked so cute, he may have been rude, but I just can't help but think about him & that cute cheeky smile he gave me & Lexi.
"Demi, what are you thinking about?" Lexi asked in a caring way.
"Nothing" I muttered to her.
"I know you too well to know that's not true, but I also know that when you don't want to talk you don't. I'm going to go to sleep, but if you want to talk, wake me up, love you"
"Love you" I whispered back.
The lights went off & the room suddenly went dark.

I could feel my eyes closing, my eye lids getting heavy, but I knew I couldn't go to sleep. What if he came here? What if he just takes me? That's enough to make the tears take over. I get changed in my nightie & sit on my bed, hugging my legs. Every little noise I heard I thought it was him. I have to get away. I have to. I can't stay here, but the only place I know is Joey's & Tom's. I don't know them well enough to go there.

Next thing I know, I'm out of my dorm & running down the hall with tears running down my face. I know it's here somewhere. I remember Lexi telling me. She told me it was number 18B because we are 8A. It took me a while to find the right room, I was going to head back when I heard a bunch off people coming, they sounded really drunk. So I banged on the door. I know I shouldn't have because it's 3:08 in the morning & they would be fast asleep but I had to. I didn't know who I wanted to answer the door, I just wanted someone to come & fast. I had tears running down my face & the voices came closer, I knocked harder & Tom finally answered. I wrapped my arms around his neck. I noticed that he was only in his boxer shorts, but I didn't have time to admire his body.

After a couple of seconds I finally felt his arms wrap around my waist & I guess this is what I have been needing. Silence feel upon us. We didn't say a word to each other. He closed the door after 15 minutes & we sat on the floor, I kept looking up at the ceiling & I could feel his eyes on me. He reached over & I flinched. I didn't know what else to do, he put his hand back down & he started staring at the wall.