[中/eng] pentagon imagines & ffs

a. sunflower🌻 [kinhongseok] (1)

there's a hyung who used to be in the same high school as me- i got in with my dancing talents, while he was just smart enough to get in with a scholarship; i could never reach the required results to get into this prestigious academy, but i'm glad i tried every single way to get in, because at that place, i met him.

his name was hongseok. he was those kinds of friendly neighbor oppa that every girl would fall in love with- he's handsome, gentle and caring. even as a popular boy in my grade, i fell for him, who was four years older than me. i guess he doesn't really know about me- i'm just a random dongsaeng who passes by his classroom everyday when he was being surrounded by girls, but i've seen him sing- his soft voice soothes me and i was mesmerized by it at the moment i heard it. i could never forget him- or his voice.

he has a very warm smile on his face that was like a sunshine- except that dusk and dawn never came, because it was always bright as noon, and it never fell. there were always stars in his eyes that glittered whenever he talked with people- he made you feel respected and cared... i couldn't forget how he blushed with gushes of baby pink when he was complimented. he never got arrogant because of his perfectness- he thought he could always improve.

i tried to dance harder and harder to catch his eyeballs, i wish he would notice me, it doesn't matter if it was because of my looks or skills or whatever- at least i hope that my name would have a space in his heart. but days after days, i have no chance to let him see me standing out- he was always surrounded with waves of people. as if fate destined that we should not meet, i injured my legs when i was practicing dancing to get a chance to meet him in the talent quest. i felt hopeless at that time- by then i realized how strong my emotions had been for him. i couldn't stop grumbling all day, but whenever i thought of him, my heart melted by his sunshine-like personality. i never stopped thinking about him.

the world didn't pity me despite i was hurt. life had to continue, and school had to be carried on. however, i couldn't focus and my grades got poorer. i was threatened to be expelled if i keep on having such poor performance in my am studies. that day, it rained a lot, and it never stopped. of course i brought an umbrella, unlike the old school scenes. but the problem is, i couldn't walk when i have to hold the umbrella and my walking stick. all i could do is to wait for someone to help- my friends are usually gone by now, so i was expecting help from my teachers. but i never knew he would be the one. he was going home when i was sitting on the steps in front of our schools. footsteps nearby had alerted me, and his handsome face popped in when i raised my head. "uhh... are you okay?" he asked with a concerned face. "i hope i can say yes but- i have to say no. you see, my leg had brought me great inconvenience and so-" i blurted out. he laughed. it was the purest laugh i've ever heard. "i see what you meant. i'll hold the umbrella for you, will that be okay?" at that moment, i knew i was right about him being considerate- i liked the right guy.

"hongseok-sshi?"
"hm? in case you're wondering, i know who you are. i remember every single one that i've worked with, especially special and attractive ones. you're kang hyunggu, four years younger than me, right?"
i glanced at him and gave him my biggest smile, "i can't believe you remembered."

i'd probably be called as "one of the stars that were chasing the moon", but i'd say i was a sunflower to the sun named yang hongseok.

to those who survived here: thankyou
:,( and there's a part two for this aHa