Shocked

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Throughout the time I'd asked Luke for, to make my 'decision', I kept deciding what I wanted, then going back on it straight after. This is definitely one of the most difficult choices I've ever had to make.

But, I have made it. I have set my heart on trying it again with Luke, so that's what I will do. Nothing will stop us trying to work it out. If he had cheated, I definitely wouldn't forgive him, but he can't lie about this kind of thing again, and I actually think I trust him. He hasn't shown any interest in cheating on me, so I've got nothing to worry about.

It's a Sunday morning, so I'm not working today. I work everyday except the weekends. I have to admit, it has been a little difficult concentrating over the past week, but I've managed. I haven't yet told Harriet that she was right about Luke, but I will soon.

While in the shower, I realise that I haven't actually seen Skip, James or Jai since I found out about their fame. Since I'm going to go to their house, I'm sure I will see them soon enough, as awkward as I might find it.

That's another thing, awkwardness between me and Luke. I probably won't know how to act around him.

I blow dry my hair and quickly side-braid it, pull on a black floral dress and apply a light coating of makeup. Before I leave, I grab my phone, and slip on black flats.

While on my way to the Brooks house, I think about what I'm going to say to Luke.

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All the cars are parked in the driveway, so I'm assuming Luke is in.

Beau answers the door when I knock.

I get greeted by all of the boys quietly, and they tell me Luke is in his room and I'm just to go up. It seems like the stairs are everlasting, until I finally reach the second floor. I make my way to his room, and compose myself before I give a quick knock and then enter.

"Luke." I nod, and give him a smile.

"Freya! What are you doing here?" He asks, clearly surprised at my appearance.

"Can we talk?" I ask, walking over to sit on his bed.

"Sure," he agrees.

"Well, I've been thinking. A lot." I tell him as I twist a chuck of hair around my fingers.

"About us," he finishes for me, urging me to continue after my pause.

"Yes. And I have decided - well realised - that I actually trust you. I know that you would never cheat on me and that you had your reasons for not telling me. I really hope we can get past all this and go back to normal," I take a deep breath.

He says nothing. He just basically jumps on top of me and hugs me as if he's not had human contact for months. I have to admit, I miss this.

When he finally gets off of me, he looks me straight in the eye and says, "You won't regret this Freya, I promise."

"I know I won't." I smile and peck his lips.

Two minutes later Beau comes running into the room asking what is happening with us and if we are together again or not. He seems so happy when we tell him the answer and he goes back to tell the rest of the boys.

Luke and I just lay there on his bed for a bit, just happy to be in each others company again.

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I stayed for dinner, but went home early still, since I have work today. I'm still surprised at my own decision to take Luke back, I'm normally such a stubborn person.

But, I am glad I did, I missed him so much.

I'm on my way to work right now, and the weather is great. When I get to work I greet Harriet and start talking with her.

I tell her all about the fact that Luke is actually from the janoskians, and she is totally shocked.

I have to admit, I did put off telling her until now because I just couldn't face talking about it. It was a bit weird talking about it with someone other than an actual member of the janoskians, but it felt good to get my opinions and thoughts out of my system.

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AN

hey everyone, I just wanted to apologise for my laziness and how short this chapter is. the only reason that I hardly ever update is because I'm super lazy, you guys can comment to motivate me if you want lol

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