Luke's Choice || Luke Brooks

Cheating?

Slowly, I remove my hand from under his as a million things go through my brain.

Someone not being honest in a relationship mostly means one thing. Cheating.

Trying to keep my composure I take some deep breaths.

"What do you mean you haven't been honest?" I question.

"I mean that I'm not who you think I am. I'm still the same person, but there's something you should know." Luke tells me while running his hand through his hair.

"If you've been cheating on me can you just say it and be done," I say abruptly.

"Freya! I could never cheat on you! You mean everything to me, another girl would never be anywhere close to you," he shakes his head.

"Well then what is it? If you aren't cheating then what's there to be kept a secret?" I challenge.

"I'm what some people would call 'famous'." He finger quotes the word famous.

I take a sigh of relief as I realise he's only been joking the whole time. But what a twat, I just got all upset for nothing.

"Luke don't make jokes like that again, I got seriously stressed there," I say, giggling a tiny bit.

"It isn't a joke." He looks so serious. "Look here," he takes out his phone and presses on twitter.

Straight away my eyes are drawn to the blue verified tick next to Luke Brooks.

My eyes almost pop out the sockets as I see he has over a million followers.

I grab the phone out of Luke's hand and scroll down his recent tweets.

I love her but now I'm going to lose her.

Why am I such a dick and keep things from the people that mean the most to me.

I should've been honest from the start:(

"Bu- but how? I mean like what do you do?" I ask, totally shocked.

"Well me and the boys make youtube videos. The videos are mostly pranks and basically just us making a fool out of ourself in public. We started a few years ago, and I guess our channel got popular and we got some fans." He looks me in the eye. "I'm really sorry I didn't tell you."

"But why didn't you tell me?" I ask, a little hurt.

"Well, I wanted you so bad and I knew that if you knew, it would change everything. I knew I couldn't keep it from you, but I was so scared to lose you, I kept putting off telling you. I know that you won't want anything to do with me now, but just to let you know, I wish I was honest from the start."

"Luke. This does change everything. I think we need to have space for a while, like apart." I tell him.

He sadly agrees as he gets his stuff.

"I'm gonna miss you so much Freya."

And then he's gone.

What has happened.

I can feel tears filling my eyes as I lean against the door.

All the strength goes from my legs and I fall to the floor. My tears are uncontrollable now, and I'm just laying on the floor, not knowing what to do.

As I lay there, a million thoughts swim around my head, making me dizzy. I know that I need to get to bed so I crawl back to my room, my hands pulling me along.

As soon as my head hits the pillow, I breathe deeply and try to clear my mind, that's something I'm not very good at.

I can't settle, so I reach for my phone on the side table.

My initial thought was to find out more about 'Luke'.

I still can't believe this. Why wouldn't he just tell me.

Firstly, I go into youtube, as he said that's how he became famous.

But then, I remember that I don't even know his username. So I go into google and search up, 'Luke Brooks'.

Luke Brooks - 1/5th of the Janoskians

Janoskians?

Really?

What does that even mean.

So, finding this out, I go back to YouTube and search up 'Janoskians'.

Wow, over a million subscribers?!

I was so not expecting this.

I scroll down the videos and see one named Awkward Train Situations.

I decide to watch this one.

Beau is holding the camera I think, and they say that they're the janoskians. They all look so cute and fetus.

The video does make me laugh, as much as I don't want to admit that. I really am annoyed with Luke, but he can still bring a smile to my face.

They don't give a shit what people think of them, and they just have fun. It reminded me a bit of when we played dares at the park when we were camping.

I watch a few more of their videos, then go back onto twitter. Obviously I search up Luke, just to stalk.

I love her but now I'm going to lose her

'I love her' whaat?!

That didn't even pass my mind early. He loves me?

No. He probably just wrote that.

I refresh his tweets, and a new few pop up.

Shit, how the fuck am I going to fix this.

I'm such a fucking screw up. Why do I ruin everything.

I don't deserve anything. Especially not her.

Tears start to roll down my cheeks as I realise how sorry he is. If he is writing that for millions of his fans to see, then I'm pretty sure they're going to be asking questions.

But, I am a really stubborn person. I definitely won't get up and forgive him. I'm not that weak.

In reality, I'm known for holding grudges, even though that's a really bad thing to do.

For the next hour I basically stalk his social media accounts, laugh and cry.

After this all, one of the things I can't believe the most, is Beau. He seemed so with me and Luke's relationship, so I can't believe he could lie to me about this.

Not a hint was given from any of the guys. Now it seems like they just pretended to like me, everything they did now seems like a lie.

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AN

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